u/Additional-Rub1327

You know just the regular oh shit the friend im having sleepover with actually pleasures my eyes.

Im 17M btw.

Hi!

Sorry for the messy writing beforehand! I just have so many things in my head.

I’m just over 18 and still a virgin what i know is completely alright at this age, but in the last month i’ve been so horny that i got the idea if buying a sex toy (a lifelike vagina) to ease my urge.

I would consider myself a bit above average looking guy so i would definetely have a shot at a few girls and i had a few talking stages and i found that girls find me funny and stuff so im a boyfriend material i guess. But still i didnt get to a relationship yet. Partially because i have huge anxiety for cold approach, even though sometimes we eyefuck each other with some girls. And i really dont know how much time will it take until my first relationship.

So long story short i wanna have sex but i have anxiety of approaching girls. I wanna try out what a vagina feels like but im afraid that i would take away the feeling of the first sex from myself.

My main problem right now is really that should buy or not. But if anyone has some suggestions with my cold approaching girls issue im curious about that as well.