Rant kase gusto ko lang ilabas tong stress ko sa work
Recently nararamdaman ko yung burn out, yung pakiramdam na malingat ka lang saglit prang di ka na on top sa work mo, na wala kang peace of mind sa trabaho and you need to deliver, deliver and deliver. Don't get me wrong, I am paid somewhat okay naman and with whole lot of company benefits including car and generous bonuses but yeah nakakapagod lang na kahit anong deliver mo parang di enough. BTW I am a manager pero IC.
Before, I was dreaming for this position but now parang I long for just being an employee without much responsibility. Just go to work finish my work and go home.
Hirap maghanap pa ngayon ng work. Part of me regretted na tinanggap ko tong counter offer ng company ko when in fact I got a new offer na before with much higher basic pay but as specialist. HAHAHAHUHUHU. Sorry di organized thoughts ko, I just want this out of my head. Salamat!