Is this ROCD?
Okay so I was told by someone that what I’m experiencing is rocd and I just wanted another opinion :)
I’ll start with where is started a couple years ago with a ex boyfriend of mine who fell out of love with me and strung me along for a while before and after breaking up with me. I was heartbroken and it took me a while to even trust anyone again.
I got into a relationship at the beginning of this year and I’m constantly worried about him losing interest in me. I get regular anxiety about me being too much for him or honestly doing anything that might make him fall out of love with me. We said I love you a while back and I feel like he has been showing less signs of being in love. Rationally I think we are just getting more comfortable with each other so we don’t constantly say “I love you” and we see each other all the time. I just can’t make the anxiety go away.
I’m really not sure if I just have anxiety, because I also experience a lot of stress with friends and family but they don’t feel connected to this. This anxiety feels consuming. I don’t want to break up with him and knowing myself I won’t break up with him until he has actually fallen out of love with me.
But yeah… that’s about it. Is this rocd?