u/Admirable-Shake-1264

I’m still learning about bipolar. My bf has been diagnosed but is not getting treatment. He left for a couple weeks. Blocked me on everything. I assume this is a discard. I love him so much. Before leaving he said he loved me but was choosing himself. I was confused because it was like he was recalling old relationships where he didn’t choose himself because we both bring love to the relationship so it didn’t seem like he was talking about us. I’ve reached out through a friend and he hasn’t spoken to me since leaving. He packed his things when he left. He has tried leaving in the past but when we talked things out while he was packing, he would unpack and say thank you for not letting him leave. This recent argument was like a trigger that made him think I don’t trust him, which isn’t true. I would love insight about what can be done if anything to end a discard episode or reach him mentally. I know he loves me and that we can make it together, but I don’t know if continuing to reach out will make him feel disrespected or happy. Please help. Thank you.

Hi all! I’m very new to spells and find this world interesting. Yesterday I did my first bay leaf spell to bring my boyfriend back home. We had a huge blowup over something I thought was trivial but he reacted by packing and going back to his parents’ house. This isn’t the first time he has tried to break up over something and we end up talking it out n he thanks me for not letting him leave. We both have mental health concerns and deep love for each other. We haven’t talked since this recent argument. So I turned to spells. The bay leaf one seemed simple enough and effective for others. Today, I did another one after having a very sad night of crying out to the universe for him to return with love. I feel good today and am putting all of my belief in the spell. After a morning of prayer, I received a more specific message to write on the leaves with our names. However, I have anxiety issues and I can’t help but think my fear based thoughts will undo the spell or something. I even laughed at myself yesterday because when I stood up to blow the ashes outside, I stumbled a couple times. I found that funny because he and I have goofy energy when we are around each other so, I thought maybe that was a way the goofiness was showing up as a sign that he will be back. Sorry for being all over the place but I basically want to know that my thoughts won’t hinder anything because even when he left we told each other we love the other one. So it’s not going against his will. I’m trying to not need reassurance about the spellwork but I guess I would like some more knowledge and possible reassurance. Lol thanks!