u/AdmirableResource739

I had my first cycle last year at this time, after finding this subreddit I realized that I was lucky because I only got one attack a day and the cycle lasted for one month before it ended after taking verapamil and predinsolone. In the past week, I have been waking up to this mild dull pain in the same side as my cluster attacks and it goes away after 10 minutes or so but tbh I'm terrified of starting another cycle...also I used to get the attacks as soon as I woke up just like this recent pain. I think anxiety will kill me

I'm 21 and I had my first ever cluster headache last year in september, after a month of suffering I got a CT (normal) then I was diagnosed with cluster headache and the neurologist prescribed me verapamil and predinsolone and the headaches completely stopped. right now I'm terrified of having another cycle since it happened at this time last year and I dont know what triggered it sooo I need some advice please? anything that helped or prevented it

after all the painful intermittent reinforcement I went through and how she couldn't decide if she wanted us to be a thing or not, we decided to be friends but I just couldn't sit and watch her be in an actual relationship with someone else so I told her that we should unfollow each other because its not gonna work out and she couldn't care less about that..right now she is telling our mutual friends that I ghosted her and that I'm basically insane ...it has been months and I'm still not completely over her because I actually loved her and her words still hurt me so much...anyway sometimes I'm mad at myself for letting her do all that to me.
I wonder if I will ever get over her? I still think about the good moments we had and it feels like I'm stuck forever