Today it hit me that nobody ever tried to surprise me on my bday
The day before yesterday was my friend's birthday. I wished her by text but she replied after a day. She lives in hyd but she has been dating a dude who lives in blore for the past few weeks. Sometimes she goes to blore to meet him and he comes to hyd to meet her. A few days before her bday I asked if her date wud come to celebrate the bday with her. She said he is not coming. Then today I asked why she replied after a day. She said her date came from blore and surprised her. So she was with him the whole day and didn't reply to anyone. I felt a little jealous of how lucky she was and then it suddenly hit that nobody ever tried to surprise me on my bday, not even a small one. It brings me tears every time I think about it. 😢😢