u/Adorable-Argument-99

Don't really want to get more into details as I am trying avoid talking about my LO.

Last year I finally realized what I am facing is limerence. Was trying my best to came out of it, can say I was somewhat successful. All it took the 1 sec for me go in spiral again. I lost appetite, I am randomly crying, feeling nauseous every morning, have this weird knot in my chest. I booked therapy but session is after two days. I am really trying to put my self out there, went for walk, solo date, Journaling. I get better temporarily and in some time I again becomes mess.

It is 11 pm, I am sleepy but thoughts are not leaving. I like to think I am quite self aware, able to recognize pattern but not able to implement it.

I had no one to vent so wrote it here, thanks for reading.

Over the years I have had taken reading from couple of astrologers. Both online and offline.

Some of them where quite negative about certain dashs of life. E.g Ketu period. Some were neutral and some positive. Now I am at point where none of their predictions make sense or so I think so far.

Anyone here who have faced this?

Not in middle management yet, just curious. As my long term goal is to be tech manager.