u/Advanced_Network6252

Hey guys I’m feeling lonely and I’ve been feeling really ho—ny lately. My three female crushes are now in relationships and marriages and this all happened at once. It’s been months to years since I’ve felt lust and now I’ve been going through racism and personal problems online and my crushes are now with their husbands. This happened all at once. I’m literally about to act upon it and I’m so desperate. I’m a 23 y/o bi Muslim woman from the USA and I love fem4fem relationships. I want to be in bed with a woman so bad but I’m afraid to show my face in dating apps and the people in my town are so chopped. And when it comes to women I have a racial preference exclusively for women from the Middle East /North Africa/ south and west Asia and Latin America. So basically brown skinned women. I’m looking for someone 20-30 and who’s super attractive long brown hair and religion doesn’t matter. And the crazy part is all of my crushes are on straight women who are Muslim because they’re home countries have beautiful women and men. It’s so weird but when I’m around queer people they’re no attractive and are usually studs. Help . I’m also practicing and I believe in Allah SWT. My orientation is at conflict with my Muslim faith. I just want to be loved by someone but it’s 80% women 20% men. I cried for days from seeing my crushes weddings as I’m a Muslim woman.

Salam. I’m a Muslim in my 20s and i have bi sexual urges especially towards women. I’m a woman and k find women to be emotionally attractive rather than physical. I feel frustrated knowing I can’t like the woman I like and I accept that it’s haram and not okay in Islam. It’s hard. I get frustrated seeing couples on the internet especially when they’re Muslim. I don’t want anyone judging me on this post I just need support from anyone who has the same issue as I have. If your a Muslim girl like me who struggles with their ssa or orientation pm me.