u/Adventurous_Koala828

Basically I started getting like mentally addicted I would say to addy and Vyvanse, I started taking them at the beginning of the year to help me stay motivated, I only used them when needed and they helped me power through school like crazy so I started taking them more frequently and then I would take them everyday even taking addy multiple times when it would wear off and now the last week of school I’m all out, and I can’t get anymore. Im failing because the doses I was taking started to not do anything so my grades were already dropping but if I don’t get them up I won’t be able to pass hs, I’ve been drinking 2 redbulls a day just to do anything and I still am so tired and drained mentally and physically I’ve lacked complete motivation and have no concentration. I have to get my grades up now but I’m just too drained without anything. And just for reference I was not prescribed these meds so I cant ask a doctor or anything

I can understand people liking conversations but my mom only stops talking when she goes to sleep and it’s so exhausting. She has adhd so she talks super fast, so fast I don’t even understand her, and a lot of the time she’ll talk about the past or just random things. She won’t even let anyone get a word in she just talks so fast and so much she completely blocks out anything and everything and it seems more like she is talking to herself or retelling a memory to herself rather than actually having a conversation. She also doesn’t listen to anyone and she’s always interrupting me to turn the convo back on herself. She’s so clingy too, she just stands outside my door and talks and always calls my name for random things. I can’t vent to her because then she just brings up what she went through. It’s just so exhausting and I feel bad for being mean and yelling at her to leave me alone but she never stops! She even talks to herself if no one will listen to her. It’s just draining.