So two weeks ago, I hooked up with this hot bartender. He's Russian and 45 years old and has the best stamina in the world. He really put it on me two weeks ago, leaving me sprung. I'm used to getting ghosted so imagine my surprise when he told me to come over to his place. Wish me luck yall because tonight is going to be a wild night lol
Yall complain about gay white men being racist towards you, but from my observation, Latino gay men are even more openly racist and colorist towards black gays. You all have all this smoke for white men, but overlook the fact that Latinos are apart of that sane hierarchy.
Man if only I were a woman lol. I would get fat and have lots of good haired babies for him lol.
They don't ever have to deal with rejection based on race because most are racially ambiguous looking and are thus considered "acceptable" to the mainstream gay culture. The only thing they have to worry about is gaining weight. If I could go to sleep and wake up Latino, I would be singing to the clouds.
So, I was having this real good connection on grindr with this guy. All was going good until he suddenly asked me if I'm into race play. I've always heard about race play, but always thought it was damn near a myth until today. He just completely ruined what could have possibly been a good night. I didn't think my generation (millennials) even engaged in that type of foolishness -smh.
So Iong story short, I've recently reconnected with a bus driver who hit on me fifteen years ago. We made a date for next Saturday. He is a very nice, very handsome white guy in his late 40s or early 50s, but there are some barriers. He is married and we are both bottoms. I'm working on convincing him to top me. I even told him I would put on fake hair and makeup if that's what he needed lol
So two months ago, I was in the middle of cleaning the men's bathroom in the smoking lounge at work. This hot white guy around 40ish comes in and starts making small talk. As I was cleaning off the sink, I noticed him smiling at me. I smiled back and we did a vibe check. He pulled me close to him and kissed me. Had the maintenance guy not entered the room, we probably would have gone further. The guy was packing too.
So two months ago, I was in the middle of cleaning the men's bathroom in the smoking lounge at work. This hot white guy around 40ish comes in and starts making small talk. As I was cleaning off the sink, I noticed him smiling at me. I smiled back and we did a vibe check. He pulled me close to him and kissed me. Had the maintenance guy not entered the room, we probably would have gone further. The guy was packing too.
Be honest 😏
Similar to dark skinned black women in the black community, I feel like gay black men who bottom are seen as the least desired. Black tops don't seem to have this problem because of the BBC fetish.
I've been starving myself ever since I hooked up with this hot bartender on Friday night. I feel like becoming skinnier will enhance my appearance and make it easier to cope just in case this guy isn't that into me. He really rocked my world. He made love to me like I was his wife. I'm a black bottom with a beer belly and he is a white top with a nice masculine built so an encounter like this is once in a lifetime. I want to see him again, but I'm terrified that he might not be that into me. That is what makes me want to drastically change myself. I don't want to be plain old me anymore when I'm attracting guys I never thought I could attract. Anybody else can relate?