I’m so tired
I went from passing voice wise anywhere to being confused as a guy 70% of the time.
Back then I’d make the deepest voice possible and just be seen as a woman messing around and now no matter what I do I sound like a guy, fruity femboy or sometimes a woman to some people, idk what to do anymore. I never felt like I sounded feminine either but a lot of people told me, and while I never actively voice trained back then I can’t even figure out how to voice train because I always sounded the same to myself, I can’t tell when I sound like a woman or man or whatever, because in my head I sound like myself from years ago when I never passed, what should I even be aiming for, I have decent control over my voice but idk what to change.. no matter what I do nowadays gets me read female anymore and it has tanked my ability to socialize because of the amount of dysphoria it induces