I want to share my helpless
I know most of you will call me stupid or a coward...
So I after I graduated I applied for a job and I met a girl ..she and I were both new hires here is the thing...she was everything I wanted..she spoke the language of my soul...we became so close we had our inside jokes ...I really loved her..I know she loved me too..but here is the thing she just took the job because she wanted to see the working life and she was also preparing for college exams...so she only worked a month..I really wanted to date her too..but when I looked at my financial condition I knew it was better not to ruin her life...but when I got a job abroad I was so happy thinking this is it..now I can finally but unfortunately reality was different..the salary and the cost of living is so horrible I honestly don't know what to do..I wish I had better opportunities..but in stuck with this minimum wage job
..there are many positions I know I can do better then those people but I never got the opportunity to join because I have no experience and I have no experience because I can't join...I'm not greedy for money ..but I just wanted financial stability not so much enough stability to afford my own room...but I can't even do that...I honestly feel embarrassed to ask her out...I feel she is better off without me..but I honestly don't want her to go with anyone else..but I have nothing to offer..and I'm not getting any younger time is slipping...