60+ applications 10 interview rejections struggling mentally
Hi guys
I have been coding proffesionally nearly 4 years and have degree which I got 92% in. I am mid level in my company which is quite big
This year I faced so many rejections like never before…
I just did an interview where I was told I do not have programming fundamentals.
They gave me a problem to solve with no ai and no code and I really struggled to remember the syntax and typing it out by hand…
At work as in many companies , I have been pushed and told to use as much ai as possible and some of the details have lost, I can’t code from scratch classes and objects like I could back in uni.
I have been doing lots of prep this year, DSA mainly because I have never done it before. I have been working on all the studying for the whole year every weekend and a lot of the mornings before work.
But today after this rejection I feel my mental health really on the decline.
I love code and I have put so much passion and love and I really really wanted to be good at it and I’ve just been told I don’t have the basics… I feel so crazy I am considering calling emergency mental health services, tears are rolling down my face and I feel really lost…