u/Afraid_Staff_3928

I have some other health stuff like internal akathisia from a medication i took time ago, suffered a psychosis that led to me becoming a semi-vegetable. and this stupid condition HH that decided it wants to ramp it up now all of a sudden was genuinely the nail in the coffin. I literally curse god every chance i get and overall cannot bare anything pertaining to divine blah blah blah. I used to be so spiritual and ik ppl have it way worse but genuinely i cant take it anymore what in the world kind of life is this. Ive always been a heavy sweater but god DAMN it just got so much worse over the last 4 months or so. i see ppl here commenting about 35 years w this condition and brother/ sister i applaud you. I got botox in armpits but the craniofacial and back and groan sweating is gonna make me kill someone. ill take a shower then something comes up and i have to go sweat my ass off again. I used to only shower before bed. i dont know how i will manage to do that anymore i HATE THIS STUPID DISORDER.

I read somewhere in this sub “I do not believe in divine retribution, but if such a thing exists, being born with hyperhidrosis is one of the most pronounced, cruelest manifestations. There is no help”.

Rant over. Fuck this shit

Alsalam alaykoum,

Preface: Someone in an unrelated sub had made a comment along the lines of “creating awareness of what caused your life to become what it has (pertaining to childhood and transition into adulthood, in a negative connotation) and trying to adjust to it as an adult.Basically what effects negative childhood experiences have on u as an adult.

I replied with this:

what exactly do you mean by create the awareness? I am well aware of the origins of my tumultuous unstable existence but what more is there to do. it almost seems like there is no definitive corrective action/ measure to be taken. i am 22m and dont like to think of myself as necessarily “soft” but almost all roads lead back to childhood trauma and things of that sort. ive tried many things but the only way ive found “success” or anything near it is simply to numb the feeling. what more is there to do genuinely its so painful to constantly fall into the same old patterns/behaviors and know very well why or how u keep falling to the same bait but simply being unable to change the outcome. it feels like youre living in 3rd person and simply along for the ride. I like to consider myself quite introspective and selfaware but its failed me time and again. its like an endless and eternal suffering. i used to pray to God alot and understand that human is made to make mistakes and constantly at that (and for a while it worked and felt my existence became lighter and more meaningful) but i find myself to be somewhat a perfectionist and it leads to constant letdowns and perceived moral failures on my end. Im kind of just blabbering at this point but its genuinely very frustrating. it feels like im missing a piece of the puzzle that refuses to make itself apparent. therapy is no help.

Does anyone have muslim advice/ perspective on this. My life to this point has been nothing short of disappointment. Sorry for little personal context i feel it unnecessary to yield a meaningful response. Plz advise.

Thank you

Would anyone possibly know what the point of lockdown browser on a fully online summer course is? Like why would u bother to make it all on lockdown? does the professor or TA even check the recordings (assuming the application saves it all)? Just curious because theres no way ppl arent cheating even with lockdown on like ur literally sitting at home it doesnt get aby easier than that. Genuinely looking for answers if anyone has got a clue.

Thank you for anyone willing to chime in. have a blessed rest of ur summer 🙏

Hey fellow sweaters,

I just stumbled upon this subreddit a week or so ago. I have had excess sweating for as long as i can remember but in the past 2-3 months it has gotten unbearable. I had a psychotic episode 7 months ago and am still actively recovering from it and life has honestly been a little torturous. I believe my parasympathetic system got fried from the psychosis along with the meds i was prescribed for it (i have been off them for 3 months) and it caused an very intense flare up with my sweating. I have an appointment for the 22nd to get botox injections for my armpit sweating, I also sweat from my craniofacial area aswell as groan. THE QUESTION: Should I put a hold on that and request to be put on either of the 2 known oral meds for this? OR should i do the botox AND take the medication? Im just afraid my doctor tells me the botox is enough and that i cant take the oral meds. Im leaning towards glyc as ive looked into every post about them and the overall consensus seems to be that glyc has less side effects. I noticed that i am always very susceptible to medication side effects so ill have to tread lightly. I already have somewhat of an issue with urinary dribbling as my pelvic floor is very tense from years of trauma and whatever else causes it (i just assume its trauma related psychosomatic symptoms idk 🤷‍♂️) The sweating has literally made me want to disintegrate into nothing more than i already wanted to with all the post psychotic struggles. Please let me know what you guys think as im very conflicted and really need suggestions.

Thank you all very much in advance🫂

EDIT: also plz feel free to share any tips to negate side effects. i sadly stopped brushing my teeth for the better of 4 months during recovery from psychosis and really need to get back into brushing regularly and taking care of my dental hygiene as the dry mouth could be detrimental. I used to have immaculate teeth hygiene aswell💔.

I also forgot to mention that its also craniofacial along with groan area. This is why i want to try the oral meds as the botox is only going to help with armpits and nothing else.