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Wow! I am in awe of you. You never gave up on me and you never give up on yourself. I am in marvel of how you pulled yourself up and elevated your life and you still have not stopped dreaming and pushing yourself towards your goals. And never have I ever thought I would be feeling like I do. I have to hold myself back so that I don't let you know just how much of my love, respect and admiration you have gained. I am no spring chicken but damn if you don't make me feel like I am in my late teens or early twenties. I am halfway in between butterflies and a deep spiritual connection built on trust and understanding. I never thought we were building this! I wasn't even looking for you but you found me and I don't want to let go. Nothing and no one will ever come close to this connection. You took the time to slowly break down my walls and prioritize me which nobody has ever done before. I knew the moment I dreamed about you that something was up. Maybe God was trying to soften my heart because I have never dreamt about any other the way I dreamed about you and you were everything that he said you would be and more. I almost don't know if I deserve you but until my dying breath I refuse to let you go. Yeah it's true, I'm older now and maybe my baggage is heavy but the way you told me to lay it down and leave it all behind felt right and I have never felt so light in my life. How do I tell you this without scaring you away? I know, I'll tell you on our wedding night. 🥰

Today, for a brief moment, I felt the sensation of that day as seen through Jesus' eyes.

I have felt that sensation for about 20 years now.

It was a very sad and heartbreaking feeling.

Before carrying the massive cross up to Golgotha.

Jesus knew everything beforehand—both what came before and what would come after. On that day when He decided to bear the cross on behalf of the sins of all the people of the world, before He trusted and entrusted everything to God...

While praying all night, He pleaded with God to forgive the sins of the countless people of the world. Sometimes, knowing that He would be nailed to that massive cross, He cried out and wept as He prayed in supplication.

Just as much as He would suffer physical pain, He knew He would be betrayed by His disciples. Knowing in advance the wounds in His heart as well, He prayed to God to forgive them.

The next day, as expected, the disciples betrayed Jesus; they simply watched as Judas, who had promised not to betray Him again, betrayed Him. He saw it... and He simply watched Peter, the disciple who had denied knowing Jesus three times when asked if he did.

Furthermore, as He carried the cross toward Golgotha, countless people, knowing nothing but rumors, spat at Him, cursed in disillusionment, and pointed their fingers at Him.

Jesus simply and silently carried a cross larger than a man; having already suffered various forms of assault and torture, His body was covered in blood, and He walked step by step, bearing broken legs and torn wounds. He could barely walk. When He fell and could not get up because He could not walk, there was a man named Simon who carried the cross for Him.

Simon was from another region; he happened to arrive during the Passover season and was among the crowd. Because of his strong physique, he stood out, and the soldiers, somewhat taken aback, had him carry Jesus' heavy and massive cross. The cross of suffering, which he was forced to bear, became a major turning point in Simon's life. That suffering became a path of great glory and God's blessing, and later enabled his children to become leaders of the early church.

I, too, was unwittingly burdened with the cross of suffering, and at first, I could not escape from hatred and pain. However, at some point, amidst long patience and waiting, God touched me with His healing hand.

From now on, God is preparing for me to begin my second journey.

Because the meeting with my true soulmate had not been realized for a long time due to the world's interference, He has now directly intervened to allow us to meet. Only God knows whether that person is truly my destiny. I don't mind if it isn't that person... because God will surely let me meet the one who is perfect for me... I suppose I will only be able to meet that person after crossing a vast ocean... A great journey of the second act of my life awaits me ahead...

He might not know everything later, but I think his heart will be overflowing with emotion every time he learns a little bit about me. Thinking about him, who must have been suffering in silence all this time without showing it... I feel sorry and my heart aches. I used to get angry at him a lot, too. He must have been angry and upset too, but he restrained himself and held back a great deal, and only got angry a little. It is because the affection he has for me, who always cherishes me, is so immense.

He is indeed a truly beautiful and good person in God's eyes, too.

So, I am grateful that He sent him to me.

Thank you for sending me such a precious and valuable person whom God cherishes.

And, his children and my son are both angels.

I think the help from those angels was significant as well.

It is true that we have both matured more thanks to our angelic children.

And, perhaps because we have started to emerge from that period of pain now... both he and I feel much more at ease.

In the very first moment, strangely enough, I felt at ease for no reason, smiled, and just felt good.

When I kept coughing because I had a cold, he said "Take care" with a worried expression...

Strangely enough, I felt a sense of closeness and my heart felt at ease.

I had liked him for a long time, but I found myself liking him even more now that he has matured compared to when he was young.

Then, even though we couldn't communicate well... we fought... and then made up again... and... After yearning, loving, and longing for you, in this war-like time... amidst our fierce lives, we have found peace again. I suppose that is because things are being sorted out to some extent by God's hand.

In about two months... I will be leaving. I intend to forget all the things that happened here, the pain, and the wounds.

To that far-off place where that person is. Lord, please keep me safe during this time, and please keep that person safe as well.

I thank you for always watching over and protecting us, and I ask that the family remaining here also do well.

I pray in the name of our Lord Jesus. AMEN 🙏🏻💗

Today, for a brief moment, I felt the sensation of that day as seen through Jesus' eyes.

I have felt that sensation for about 20 years now.

It was a very sad and heartbreaking feeling.

Before carrying the massive cross up to Golgotha.

Jesus knew everything beforehand—both what came before and what would come after. On that day when He decided to bear the cross on behalf of the sins of all the people of the world, before He trusted and entrusted everything to God...

While praying all night, He pleaded with God to forgive the sins of the countless people of the world. Sometimes, knowing that He would be nailed to that massive cross, He cried out and wept as He prayed in supplication.

Just as much as He would suffer physical pain, He knew He would be betrayed by His disciples. Knowing in advance the wounds in His heart as well, He prayed to God to forgive them.

The next day, as expected, the disciples betrayed Jesus; they simply watched as Judas, who had promised not to betray Him again, betrayed Him. He saw it... and He simply watched Peter, the disciple who had denied knowing Jesus three times when asked if he did.

Furthermore, as He carried the cross toward Golgotha, countless people, knowing nothing but rumors, spat at Him, cursed in disillusionment, and pointed their fingers at Him.

Jesus simply and silently carried a cross larger than a man; having already suffered various forms of assault and torture, His body was covered in blood, and He walked step by step, bearing broken legs and torn wounds. He could barely walk. When He fell and could not get up because He could not walk, there was a man named Simon who carried the cross for Him.

Simon was from another region; he happened to arrive during the Passover season and was among the crowd. Because of his strong physique, he stood out, and the soldiers, somewhat taken aback, had him carry Jesus' heavy and massive cross. The cross of suffering, which he was forced to bear, became a major turning point in Simon's life. That suffering became a path of great glory and God's blessing, and later enabled his children to become leaders of the early church.

I, too, was unwittingly burdened with the cross of suffering, and at first, I could not escape from hatred and pain. However, at some point, amidst long patience and waiting, God touched me with His healing hand.

From now on, God is preparing for me to begin my second journey.

Because the meeting with my true soulmate had not been realized for a long time due to the world's interference, He has now directly intervened to allow us to meet. Only God knows whether that person is truly my destiny. I don't mind if it isn't that person... because God will surely let me meet the one who is perfect for me... I suppose I will only be able to meet that person after crossing a vast ocean... A great journey of the second act of my life awaits me ahead...

He might not know everything later, but I think his heart will be overflowing with emotion every time he learns a little bit about me. Thinking about him, who must have been suffering in silence all this time without showing it... I feel 괜히 sorry and my heart aches. I used to get angry at him a lot, too. He must have been angry and upset too, but he restrained himself and held back a great deal, and only got angry a little. It is because the affection he has for me, who always cherishes me, is so immense.

He is indeed a truly beautiful and good person in God's eyes, too.

So, I am grateful that He sent him to me.

Thank you for sending me such a precious and valuable person whom God cherishes.

And, his children and my son are both angels.

I think the help from those angels was significant as well.

It is true that we have both matured more thanks to our angelic children.

And, perhaps because we have started to emerge from that period of pain now... both he and I feel much more at ease.

In the very first moment, strangely enough, I felt at ease for no reason, smiled, and just felt good.

When I kept coughing because I had a cold, he said "Take care" with a worried expression...

Strangely enough, I felt a sense of closeness and my heart felt at ease.

I had liked him for a long time, but I found myself liking him even more now that he has matured compared to when he was young.

Then, even though we couldn't communicate well... we fought... and then made up again... and... After yearning, loving, and longing for you, in this war-like time... amidst our fierce lives, we have found peace again. I suppose that is because things are being sorted out to some extent by God's hand.

In about two months... I will be leaving. I intend to forget all the things that happened here, the pain, and the wounds.

To that far-off place where that person is. Lord, please keep me safe during this time, and please keep that person safe as well.

I thank you for always watching over and protecting us, and I ask that the family remaining here also do well.

I pray in the name of our Lord Jesus. AMEN 🙏🏻

However, the queen bee has been confined, tormented, and tortured for a long time in a filthy back alley of a sewer, surrounded by swarms of flies, with no honey to come out...

The honeybees, who had been anxiously watching from afar in that filthy sewer with no one to even rescue her, finally began to receive help from powerful honeybees from another planet.

They started by clearing out the flies from the honeybees' immediate surroundings.

As the cleanup was completed, a Bee King was crowned, and this Bee King, who had known them for a long time, began to join the operation to eradicate the flies alongside his royal bee faction.

The flies persistently interfered in various ways, preventing them from even approaching the queen bee...

but eventually, the Bee King managed to disguise himself as a fly and give the queen a hint. Finally realizing what was happening, the tortured queen bee began to move. And the bees from other planets, who always helped from afar in times of crisis, began actively assisting the Queen Bee. Now, no one can touch the Queen Bee!

Now, no one can interfere with her!
She is already free! That filthy cesspool will soon disappear.

The Queen Bee has already made up her mind and decided to go meet the Bee King, even if it costs her life!

It is no use for those swarms of petty flies to interfere. The future is already set. Don't waste your energy.

If you intervene here, you will pay a heavy price! It won't end with just a warning. You will pay a heavy price.

And, the bees that have been persecuted and those imprisoned will all be released, and freedom will come!

Even the worker bees that have been working silently in silence will open their eyes and rise up, and together they will drive out the swarms of flies from the sewers and... make it a great nation of clean bees again!

And finally, after the pain and long wait of yearning for each other while unable to meet...

the Bee King and the Queen Bee finally meet.

The Queen Bee, whose identity had been shrouded in complete secrecy, had suffered torture and confinement while imprisoned in a gutter; however, through her unique wisdom, she dramatically meets the Bee King.

The countless flies that had tormented her, unaware of her true identity, come to regret and realize their mistake.

Some even die from shock. The many bees who were unaware of the Queen Bee's true identity sincerely celebrate their meeting and ardently support them.

In later generations, this is recorded as a historic encounter in the bee world, serving as an inspiration for countless bees, and the two live happily ever after, growing old together.

I am just... waiting for you with unwavering determination... because I already know the outcome... Although there are times when my mind wanders for a brief moment, just a tiny bit like a piece of cereal... it’s not that serious. Because when I have to fight against obstacles amidst the interference around me, I sometimes just let out wild daydreams and forget everything... It is only you for me... My mind is completely filled with you, so it’s useless for anyone to try and interfere. 😉😎😘 There are almost two months left now... I plan to go to your playground in two months... That is why my mind has become so peaceful lately... As I prepare for the second act of my life... I sometimes feel a lump in my throat, but the thought of being with you has put my heart at ease. I miss you so, so much... but since there are still about two months left... I am holding back well. It’s amazing... how you and I met... how, amidst such fate, we ended up embarking on this journey together, just a little late... I am truly convinced that God, in a miraculous way, bound us to this journey from long ago... I hope you know that my resolve remains unwavering... and I hope you will wait with the same steadfast heart as I do... Now that we meet, we just need to begin this meaningful and beautiful journey in true love... loving beautifully and truthfully... You, too, have endured a difficult journey in secret all this time, climbed to where you are, and protected your position... That is why I like you even more... That is why I respect you for being so special and precious, and I am always grateful and thankful to you... You are the only person on this earth who worries about me, cherishes me, and protects me all day long... because you are my lifelong half and my destiny... because you feel it without even realizing it yourself... You are watching over me even amidst such a busy schedule, sacrificing sleep... I hope you get plenty of restful sleep these days, too... My love... please stay at ease and well. Yes... I'll be getting ready to go too. I love you, my little rascal 😉😘 Your cross-eyed expression once was so funny, too 🤣🥰

Oh, how beautiful you are.

But not in the usual sense.

You are something far greater.

Your charisma knows no limits.

Your words fuse into an endless melody,

For other people to sway along to,

And lose themselfs in it.

It's such a big part of you.

Oh, how beautiful you are.

Your bravery is undoubtable.

Despite your hands trembling in fear,

Despite your heart pounding,

You stubbornly keep on facing challenges.

If only you could share some of it with me.

Oh, how beautiful you are.

Your ambition burns in an unestinguishable flame.

It leaves a visible trace on the road ahead of you.

You don't just follow paths, you create them

When the situation demands it.

But I think you would do just fine without it.

Oh, how beautiful you are.

Your kindness is etched deep within your soul.

Even when you're in a sorry state yourself,

You still look for those in need of an aid.

If you're so full of compassion,

Why won't you give me a piece of yourself?

Oh, how beautiful you are.

Your cheerfulness illuminates the darkest venues.

Your wide smile is contagious,

And feels like a fresh aroma of a flowery spring.

The world must have been so generous to you.

Why are you being so selfish?

Oh, how beautiful you are.

Your knowledge surpasses so many others.

You don't just ask questions, you actually question.

Your wisdom is something uncomprehensible.

I don't think you deserve it.

Oh, how beautiful you are.

Your love is the truest there is.

I know that myself, after all.

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After all those pieces I took from you,

Everything I have ever lacked,

I finally feel complete.

Even if you're not here with me anymore,

it does not change a thing.

Oh, how beautiful I've become.

I love everything about you... Your smile that once seemed dark... Your shadowed side... Your sad side... Your bright smile... Your mischievous side... Your playful expression... Your bright side that makes you look chatty... Your serious side... Your kind smile and kind demeanor... Your precious heart that cherishes me... Your deep love for me... Your affection that deceives me immeasurably... Your bold and tough side towards me... Even your persistent yearning for me... And even that true affection and love with which you protect and cherish me to the very end, even while you are busy and can't sleep well... I love everything about you.

I can't forget you. How could I ever forget you? ... I am waiting... Just for a moment, very briefly, I am healing amidst my sorrow... We are both slowly healing the pain and wounds that may have affected us before we met again... Thinking about how, when we meet later, we will be in a happier and more comfortable relationship, as loving partners... and how we will live loving and cherishing only you, I am healing and thinking alone for a while... There were times when it was hard. What if all of this were fake... what would happen if it just ended as a dream? After thinking about those things over and over again... the conclusion is... that the answer is simply to entrust everything completely to God, believe, and obey. That is the right answer, and it is God's choosing that has connected you and me so that nothing can separate us anymore... We have been chosen... Understand? God is reminding me once again... of the depth and depth of our love. I love you, who cherishes and cares for me so dearly. Because the Lord also considers you a precious person and loves you so dearly, He tells me to treat you well. Please always give me time to realize this. My love, I love you. Until we meet again, take care and stay healthy! I pray that your beloved family is doing well too.🩵🙏🏻🌟💫👑✝️💚

I can't forget you. How could I ever forget you? ... I am waiting... Just for a moment, very briefly, I am healing amidst my sorrow... We are both slowly healing the pain and wounds that may have affected us before we met again... Thinking about how, when we meet later, we will be in a happier and more comfortable relationship, as loving partners... and how we will live loving and cherishing only you, I am healing and thinking alone for a while... There were times when it was hard. What if all of this were fake... what would happen if it just ended as a dream? After thinking about those things over and over again... the conclusion is... that the answer is simply to entrust everything completely to God, believe, and obey. That is the right answer, and it is God's choosing that has connected you and me so that nothing can separate us anymore... We have been chosen... Understand? God is reminding me once again... of the depth and depth of our love. I love you, who cherishes and cares for me so dearly. Because the Lord also considers you a precious person and loves you so dearly, He tells me to treat you well. Please always give me time to realize this. My love, I love you. Until we meet again, take care and stay healthy! I pray that your beloved family is doing well too.🩵🙏🏻🌟💫👑✝️💚

I can't forget you. How could I ever forget you? ... I am waiting... Just for a moment, very briefly, I am healing amidst my sorrow... We are both slowly healing the pain and wounds that may have affected us before we met again... Thinking about how, when we meet later, we will be in a happier and more comfortable relationship, as loving partners... and how we will live loving and cherishing only you, I am healing and thinking alone for a while... There were times when it was hard. What if all of this were fake... what would happen if it just ended as a dream? After thinking about those things over and over again... the conclusion is... that the answer is simply to entrust everything completely to God, believe, and obey. That is the right answer, and it is God's choosing that has connected you and me so that nothing can separate us anymore... We have been chosen... Understand? God is reminding me once again... of the depth and depth of our love. I love you, who cherishes and cares for me so dearly. Because the Lord also considers you a precious person and loves you so dearly, He tells me to treat you well. Please always give me time to realize this. My love, I love you. Until we meet again, take care and stay healthy! I pray that your beloved family is doing well too.🩵🙏🏻🌟💫👑✝️💚

I can't forget you. How could I ever forget you? ... I am waiting... Just for a moment, very briefly, I am healing amidst my sorrow... We are both slowly healing the pain and wounds that may have affected us before we met again... Thinking about how, when we meet later, we will be in a happier and more comfortable relationship, as loving partners... and how we will live loving and cherishing only you, I am healing and thinking alone for a while... There were times when it was hard. What if all of this were fake... what would happen if it just ended as a dream? After thinking about those things over and over again... the conclusion is... that the answer is simply to entrust everything completely to God, believe, and obey. That is the right answer, and it is God's choosing that has connected you and me so that nothing can separate us anymore... We have been chosen... Understand? God is reminding me once again... of the depth and depth of our love. I love you, who cherishes and cares for me so dearly. Because the Lord also considers you a precious person and loves you so dearly, He tells me to treat you well. Please always give me time to realize this. My love, I love you. Until we meet again, take care and stay healthy! I pray that your beloved family is doing well too.🩵🙏🏻🌟💫👑✝️💚

You’ve captured my heart completely. I can’t help but dwell on your smile. It’s one of my favorite things about you because it instantly brightens my day and warms my chest. I’m incredibly drawn to you, and every time I see you, it feels like you’re the only person in the room. Honestly, you’re the only one I notice when there are many others around. My heart is completely attached to you. I wish you were mine, though I know this isn’t our time. If it’s meant to be, perhaps fate will allow us to be together when the time is right. I dream of you every night and yearn to hold you. Your hands would fit perfectly in mine. Everything about you is so precious. I can feel a tingling sensation in my chest whenever I’m in your presence. I wish I had more time to spend with you. While I don’t enjoy being around people, I crave your company. There’s something truly rare and special about you.

Awe my love, if only you could see how powerful you are. What you do to me. You will, hopefully sooner, rather than later. It's your words, Babe. I know the weight behind them. Your words.... My Gods....

When you express yourself, my thump thump goes boom boom 😅 when you tease me, torture me sweetly, my heart races, like it is trying to make it's way to you at any cost. My mind temporarily goes blank and races a million miles a minute at the same time.

I imagine a mischievous smile on your lips, one few ever really get to see. I imagine how your eyes light up when you do it. You know exactly what you are doing to me too, it's scary, beautiful, amazing, incredible. It's scary because I have never, ever felt remotely close to this before. I keep falling and falling for you, there is no stopping, there is no ground, no bottom to break my fall. Each day I fall more and more. It's scary because how can there be more to love, how much deeper and stronger can love get? I don't know, but you know me and my fears 😉😅 I'm diving head first, going to enjoy the never ending fall, because this.... is.... like you, breathtaking.

You'll see what I mean when you can finally rest your head on my chest, feel what you can't currently. I am half tempted to get a smart watch with a heart rate monitor so you can hear it when we finally stand face to face 🤭

Your mind, Babe.... My Gods, if it wasn't for those eyes, those pools I drown in and never want to leave, I'd say your mind was your greatest asset. As it is, it is a close second, tied with that real, genuine, happy smile I love. You constantly keep me on my toes, taking my breath away, making my heart race and boom. You match me, wit for wit, tease for tease, joke for joke, though I do admit, until in person, I am holding back a teeny tiny bit with the teasing 😅 But I have absolutely no doubt at all, you will absolutely turn it back and leave me flabbergasted, enthralled, wrapped around your finger. I can not wait to have you in my arms, absolutely relaxed and at ease, knowing you can let loose and be fully yourself, without worrying about anything.

You do all this to me just by being you. You, are her, you, are she, you are my one and only. You are all there is for me. My life, I started living because of you, started dreaming again because of you, I feel again because of you. I'm ALIVE because of you.

But it's more than that, mi amor, Ma Cherie. It's no joke my fire was out. I still saw the beauty in the world, in everything, acknowledged it, but didn't revel in it. Now, my flame burns so bright. You did that without even knowing, before you knew. Now, it burns brightly for the world, for me, and most importantly, for you. Nothing will ever dim it again, there is no darkness dark enough to make it fade. Rather, the opposite. The darker the darkness grows, the brighter is burns. You brought me back, back from the brink, in more ways than one, without knowing.

I, am me again. The me I sacrificed long ago, put on the alter of sanity, to keep the peace, the me I had to let go of to try and keep everyone around me happy.

You saw me at my worst, when my mind broke 😅 I think, mind you, only think, that was the last remnants of my old life breaking. Me clawing my way back, the real me. The me that was buried to protect my sanity. My light struggling against the dark, struggling to break free. It's free now, Babe. It's burning brightly. I have no darkness left. That void is lit up, and it's beautiful. Why could I not see it before?

My light is yours, my heart is yours, my soul is yours, all that I am, all that I will be, is yours. I'll always be yours ❤️‍🔥

Always yours ❤️‍🔥 Only yours 💘 Until my last breathe 💝

I realized something again today: you are such a wonderful man, yet your eyes are so pretty. Your deep, big pupils and gentle smile are so beautiful. Your voice... even your accent is sexy. Because of this, I am falling even deeper for you and want to keep seeing you. You are the only man who can lead me. When we finally meet in this long-awaited reunion, I want to give you a tight hug. Yesterday, I watched the Korean movie "My Gangster Boyfriend." It was a movie I had seen a few times before. Of course, I am not saying you are a gangster. But seeing the male protagonist's sincere and pure love for the female protagonist, and his purity and passion in protecting her—even getting angry to the point of being a bit reckless in her surroundings—reminded me of you, and tears flowed before I knew it. The girlfriend, who had been failing job interviews repeatedly, eventually gets hired thanks to that "gangster-like" boyfriend. The female protagonist, who was staying at her country house, gets to take an interview that seemed almost impossible to get thanks to the male protagonist, and eventually gets hired and starts working at the company. But then the two break up... After some time passes, this gangster-like man gives up his life and works at a car wash with a junior colleague. The movie ends with the female protagonist coming in to wash her car, and the two meeting again... In the end, it concludes with a happy ending for them... However, watching this movie today, I just couldn't stop the tears from flowing... The male actor, who reminded me of you, acted so well...

My man and my love whom I respect the most... I love you... I knew it would be like this... that your rumors were just another part of your plan... I truly respect you for being so cool... I happened to see your back as you strode away... You were so cool, like the magnificent, confident gait of a great man, and you completely captivated me... There are many handsome men in the world... I didn't like you just for your good looks; I love your charisma, your decisiveness, your consideration and understanding for others, your high intellectual beauty, and the stubbornness and pure freedom you pursue without caring about what others think... Also, I fell for the way you know how to get angry when you should, and how you show patience when you need to wait... Just having you by my side makes me feel secure... And you're such a prankster... The more I get to know you, the more your infinite charm makes me fall deeply in love. With your sincere love and the great, genuine heart that cherishes me, I love only you, and you are the only one for me... My love, who writes so well... like the ocean My love.. I love you 😘❤️💙🤍💚💗🩵🤍

Honey... I'm sorry... You've had such a hard time and suffered so much, too... Even until now... I was mistaken... and I had huge misunderstandings... It was because of those fragments of huge misunderstanding that I was afraid to trust you... But I trust you 100%... I told you before... I'm always exposed to immense stress... and to endure it... I need to be alone... have some time to myself... But... knowing that you feel anxious and hurt when our connection is cut off even for a moment... I will reduce that time now... and avoid it as much as possible... because I will overcome this in other ways... Please don't think I'm tormenting you by thinking I've changed my mind; my feelings for you never change! Also, it is no use for anyone to try to interfere between you and me! Because... even if I resent you or get angry over small misunderstandings... God puts things back in their place... faster and faster... I am also amazed by God's wonder and intricate plan in making us inseparable... and I offer my deepest gratitude for God's great love and plan... Of course... I am most grateful to you... and I am so sorry and thankful for your constant patience and waiting... For your unchanging love and affection for me... I wonder how I will repay you and live beautifully together when I meet you soon... To you, my dear one who gave me such a great gift... as we move forward together and grow old together, whether big or small, I will also give you gifts... Thank you always, thank you.

Because I realized your true sincerity once again... I think you and I have grown again... I'm sorry... It seems like you are suffering greatly because of me... Every time I see your face as you willingly join and endure this arduous journey... my heart feels like it is breaking too... Why does the world torment us like this? To the point where I even feel like I am the one tormenting you...

I love you so, so much... So much that you wouldn't even know... So much that it's hard to put it all into words... If you are sick or hurt, I hurt and feel even sadder... So it is better for me to be the one to suffer and endure it. Even now, I am enduring countless pains and wounds that you do not know about... and I am overcoming them. I still won't give up. I know a little bit about God's plan and the future, which He has shown me so clearly... At some point, you too will come to know, little by little, and the day is coming when you will be filled with certainty.

So... please don't worry too much... You are the only one for me... Even though I'm too shy to express my feelings to you... you are the only one for me... I love only you. In the present and in the future... I know you cherish me so much... and that you are pouring a huge amount of energy into me even during these busy times... None of those things are ever in vain... For both you and me...

Please, never misunderstand me... You are the only one for me... and I will run solely to you. I am preparing for a journey to a distant foreign land, to where you are. We have to boldly sort out everything here... give it all up... and now both you and I need to prepare for a new second act. During this time of preparation, people around us keep causing all sorts of trouble, big and small... but well, I guess I have to endure it. You and I ended up fighting again over small misunderstandings... but we made up quickly, and our love for each other is growing even stronger amidst a closer bond. I didn't know you thought of me and loved me this much... Perhaps you know that you and I will meet soon and live happily together in love... but it feels like you are facing all sorts of obstacles because you are afraid of us meeting. Because you and I are going to accomplish great things in the future... The reason I hesitated for a moment is... you are such a significant person... and so famous, so I was a little scared... because I am someone who values my privacy... But well, it is a fact I already know... and since countless people know about me... I have practically given up on my privacy... In fact, I have even less privacy than the world's most famous people... So... the person who is by my side has to endure all of that... Who could handle that? ... Only a man like you, who is not an ordinary person, can endure it... No, I know instinctively that only you... can be by my side, cherish me, protect me, and love me. That is why you are the most precious person in the world to me... If I cannot meet you or be with you... I feel like I absolutely cannot live... You are simply, unconditionally, my everything in my life...

I love you... I love you and I love you again... Because you are everything in my life... So please don't misunderstand, even if I talk nonsense for a moment because of stress... I love you, you fool...💗💕💓

When I first met you... I knew, you wouldn't have known. My soul, older than myself, recognized you first and was overjoyed inside. It felt like we had met before... Within your distinct handsomeness and deep eyes... I could feel your beautiful heart. You might not know it, but... as soon as you saw me—or rather, your soul—looked into those eyes that worried about me with the familiarity of an old lover. And then... slower than my soul, I realized it myself... that something, at the very least, was going to happen with this man. As I said before, I am not the type to fall deeply for a man. However, even though you get angry, sulk, and hurt my feelings shortly after we first met... even when I feel so resentful... when I look at your face, my anger just melts away without me even realizing it. Even if everyone around us tries to sabotage us... just looking at your face makes me smile, and I just feel good. I am so, so grateful for your deep love and heart that always cherishes and protects me every single day. Yet, when you act that way toward me in unavoidable situations, I get angry again.

But then, as soon as I see your face... I just love it... I think you and I have a very, very special relationship... Not just a simple romantic relationship... It's hard to express in words... but God brought us together so that we are firmly bound within His magic and navigate this special journey together... I am now about to start the second act of my life with you. I will cut off every tangled thread that was previously intertwined with my life... and start anew, solely with you... Of course, I am scared... because I don't know you 100%... But I know it in my heart... You are someone who cherishes me immensely... the person in the world who knows me best, understands me the most, loves me the most, and will be closest to me... the perfect companion of my life who will become my family... You said that a heart-pounding future would unfold ahead... It is a gift from God given to you and me, the most precious people in the world... Sometimes, even while I am in contact and communicating with you, I get scared. But I adjust again quickly... because you are a very precious, famous, and special person... There are times when it feels unreal... but I, too, am a woman placed in a very special position and situation... Our meeting and love are very special and precious... because both you and I have overcome our wounds along the way during our respective journeys... I look forward to the future even more. And your beautiful and precious children whom I miss so much... Let's live happily together in this precious and special journey ahead.
😉❤️🤍💚🩵✝️💟💗🥰

Honey... I'm sorry... You've had such a hard time and suffered so much, too... Even until now... I was mistaken... and I had huge misunderstandings... It was because of those fragments of huge misunderstanding that I was afraid to trust you... But I trust you 100%... I told you before... I'm always exposed to immense stress... and to endure it... I need to be alone... have some time to myself... But... knowing that you feel anxious and hurt when our connection is cut off even for a moment... I will reduce that time now... and avoid it as much as possible... because I will overcome this in other ways... Please don't think I'm tormenting you by thinking I've changed my mind; my feelings for you never change! Also, it is no use for anyone to try to interfere between you and me! Because... even if I resent you or get angry over small misunderstandings... God puts things back in their place... faster and faster... I am also amazed by God's wonder and intricate plan in making us inseparable... and I offer my deepest gratitude for God's great love and plan... Of course... I am most grateful to you... and I am so sorry and thankful for your constant patience and waiting... For your unchanging love and affection for me... I wonder how I will repay you and live beautifully together when I meet you soon... To you, my dear one who gave me such a great gift... as we move forward together and grow old together, whether big or small, I will also give you gifts... Thank you always, thank you.

Because I realized your true sincerity once again... I think you and I have grown again... I'm sorry... It seems like you are suffering greatly because of me... Every time I see your face as you willingly join and endure this arduous journey... my heart feels like it is breaking too... Why does the world torment us like this? To the point where I even feel like I am the one tormenting you...

I love you so, so much... So much that you wouldn't even know... So much that it's hard to put it all into words... If you are sick or hurt, I hurt and feel even sadder... So it is better for me to be the one to suffer and endure it. Even now, I am enduring countless pains and wounds that you do not know about... and I am overcoming them. I still won't give up. I know a little bit about God's plan and the future, which He has shown me so clearly... At some point, you too will come to know, little by little, and the day is coming when you will be filled with certainty.

So... please don't worry too much... You are the only one for me... Even though I'm too shy to express my feelings to you... you are the only one for me... I love only you. In the present and in the future... I know you cherish me so much... and that you are pouring a huge amount of energy into me even during these busy times... None of those things are ever in vain... For both you and me...

Please, never misunderstand me... You are the only one for me... and I will run solely to you. I am preparing for a journey to a distant foreign land, to where you are. We have to boldly sort out everything here... give it all up... and now both you and I need to prepare for a new second act. During this time of preparation, people around us keep causing all sorts of trouble, big and small... but well, I guess I have to endure it. You and I ended up fighting again over small misunderstandings... but we made up quickly, and our love for each other is growing even stronger amidst a closer bond. I didn't know you thought of me and loved me this much... Perhaps you know that you and I will meet soon and live happily together in love... but it feels like you are facing all sorts of obstacles because you are afraid of us meeting. Because you and I are going to accomplish great things in the future... The reason I hesitated for a moment is... you are such a significant person... and so famous, so I was a little scared... because I am someone who values my privacy... But well, it is a fact I already know... and since countless people know about me... I have practically given up on my privacy... In fact, I have even less privacy than the world's most famous people... So... the person who is by my side has to endure all of that... Who could handle that? ... Only a man like you, who is not an ordinary person, can endure it... No, I know instinctively that only you... can be by my side, cherish me, protect me, and love me. That is why you are the most precious person in the world to me... If I cannot meet you or be with you... I feel like I absolutely cannot live... You are simply, unconditionally, my everything in my life...

I love you... I love you and I love you again... Because you are everything in my life... So please don't misunderstand, even if I talk nonsense for a moment because of stress... I love you, you fool...💗💕💓

Honey... I'm sorry... You've had such a hard time and suffered so much, too... Even until now... I was mistaken... and I had huge misunderstandings... It was because of those fragments of huge misunderstanding that I was afraid to trust you... But I trust you 100%... I told you before... I'm always exposed to immense stress... and to endure it... I need to be alone... have some time to myself... But... knowing that you feel anxious and hurt when our connection is cut off even for a moment... I will reduce that time now... and avoid it as much as possible... because I will overcome this in other ways... Please don't think I'm tormenting you by thinking I've changed my mind; my feelings for you never change! Also, it is no use for anyone to try to interfere between you and me! Because... even if I resent you or get angry over small misunderstandings... God puts things back in their place... faster and faster... I am also amazed by God's wonder and intricate plan in making us inseparable... and I offer my deepest gratitude for God's great love and plan... Of course... I am most grateful to you... and I am so sorry and thankful for your constant patience and waiting... For your unchanging love and affection for me... I wonder how I will repay you and live beautifully together when I meet you soon... To you, my dear one who gave me such a great gift... as we move forward together and grow old together, whether big or small, I will also give you gifts... Thank you always, thank you.

Because I realized your true sincerity once again... I think you and I have grown again... I'm sorry... It seems like you are suffering greatly because of me... Every time I see your face as you willingly join and endure this arduous journey... my heart feels like it is breaking too... Why does the world torment us like this? To the point where I even feel like I am the one tormenting you...

I love you so, so much... So much that you wouldn't even know... So much that it's hard to put it all into words... If you are sick or hurt, I hurt and feel even sadder... So it is better for me to be the one to suffer and endure it. Even now, I am enduring countless pains and wounds that you do not know about... and I am overcoming them. I still won't give up. I know a little bit about God's plan and the future, which He has shown me so clearly... At some point, you too will come to know, little by little, and the day is coming when you will be filled with certainty.

So... please don't worry too much... You are the only one for me... Even though I'm too shy to express my feelings to you... you are the only one for me... I love only you. In the present and in the future... I know you cherish me so much... and that you are pouring a huge amount of energy into me even during these busy times... None of those things are ever in vain... For both you and me...

Please, never misunderstand me... You are the only one for me... and I will run solely to you. I am preparing for a journey to a distant foreign land, to where you are. We have to boldly sort out everything here... give it all up... and now both you and I need to prepare for a new second act. During this time of preparation, people around us keep causing all sorts of trouble, big and small... but well, I guess I have to endure it. You and I ended up fighting again over small misunderstandings... but we made up quickly, and our love for each other is growing even stronger amidst a closer bond. I didn't know you thought of me and loved me this much... Perhaps you know that you and I will meet soon and live happily together in love... but it feels like you are facing all sorts of obstacles because you are afraid of us meeting. Because you and I are going to accomplish great things in the future... The reason I hesitated for a moment is... you are such a significant person... and so famous, so I was a little scared... because I am someone who values my privacy... But well, it is a fact I already know... and since countless people know about me... I have practically given up on my privacy... In fact, I have even less privacy than the world's most famous people... So... the person who is by my side has to endure all of that... Who could handle that? ... Only a man like you, who is not an ordinary person, can endure it... No, I know instinctively that only you... can be by my side, cherish me, protect me, and love me. That is why you are the most precious person in the world to me... If I cannot meet you or be with you... I feel like I absolutely cannot live... You are simply, unconditionally, my everything in my life...

I love you... I love you and I love you again... Because you are everything in my life... So please don't misunderstand, even if I talk nonsense for a moment because of stress... I love you, you fool...💗💕💓

When I first met you... I knew, you wouldn't have known. My soul, older than myself, recognized you first and was overjoyed inside. It felt like we had met before... Within your distinct handsomeness and deep eyes... I could feel your beautiful heart. You might not know it, but... as soon as you saw me—or rather, your soul—looked into those eyes that worried about me with the familiarity of an old lover. And then... slower than my soul, I realized it myself... that something, at the very least, was going to happen with this man. As I said before, I am not the type to fall deeply for a man. However, even though you get angry, sulk, and hurt my feelings shortly after we first met... even when I feel so resentful... when I look at your face, my anger just melts away without me even realizing it. Even if everyone around us tries to sabotage us... just looking at your face makes me smile, and I just feel good. I am so, so grateful for your deep love and heart that always cherishes and protects me every single day. Yet, when you act that way toward me in unavoidable situations, I get angry again.

But then, as soon as I see your face... I just love it... I think you and I have a very, very special relationship... Not just a simple romantic relationship... It's hard to express in words... but God brought us together so that we are firmly bound within His magic and navigate this special journey together... I am now about to start the second act of my life with you. I will cut off every tangled thread that was previously intertwined with my life... and start anew, solely with you... Of course, I am scared... because I don't know you 100%... But I know it in my heart... You are someone who cherishes me immensely... the person in the world who knows me best, understands me the most, loves me the most, and will be closest to me... the perfect companion of my life who will become my family... You said that a heart-pounding future would unfold ahead... It is a gift from God given to you and me, the most precious people in the world... Sometimes, even while I am in contact and communicating with you, I get scared. But I adjust again quickly... because you are a very precious, famous, and special person... There are times when it feels unreal... but I, too, am a woman placed in a very special position and situation... Our meeting and love are very special and precious... because both you and I have overcome our wounds along the way during our respective journeys... I look forward to the future even more. And your beautiful and precious children whom I miss so much... Let's live happily together in this precious and special journey ahead.
😉❤️🤍💚🩵✝️💟💗🥰