i messed up
hi i (22F)and my boyfriend (22M) have been on rocky roads for the past month. he is on military duty so he is away for 2 months and this is my first relationship and his first time doing long distance. for the month he’s been gone we’ve been arguing a lot just about dumb stuff. but whenever we argue i get so sad and upset i can barely focus on myself. i just want us to be on good terms again. so recently we argued and he’s the type to need space afterwards so we didn’t speak for like a day. and the whole day i was very anxious and i just wanted to stop thinking about how upset he was so i sent him a text saying that i wanted a break from the relationship. he didn’t answer right away and shortly after going to my family for advice i quickly realized that was NOT the right move. now, he is upset with me (rightfully so) and for the past few months ive realized that i have been bringing up the same thing over and over again to him in our arguments. i know i am in the wrong and that text i sent to him was purely out of emotion. i wasn’t thinking. i’m afraid he wants to end things with me but i just love him so much. we’re still in minimal contact but what should i do guys? he’s really a good guys and i’m afraid i messed this up for good.