u/Agere_3yr

Resently i started to feel really abandond from everyone and everything. 2 Days ago my School friends started to do alot without me they went to class alone they talk about something and laugh and when i ask whats so funny they tell me "its nothing". One of them is my Friend since birth we are finishing school soon so we are already along time friends

Now everytime i go to school it hurts even more and i started to drink again (yes in my country its allowed to drink a few alcohol kinds with 16) and also SH even tho i was clean 2 months now. It feels hard to go little and i dont wanna ruin the birthday od my online friend which is on Thursday..

Besides on Thursday i have also a final exam in english the first part but i cant concentrate and everything feels so overwhelmin and pisses me off

Hello I am new here but i am in Bdsm for 3 years already with 9 months break so this would be my 4th year now.

I am an Ageregressor and Emergency Caregiver (for little that lost their cg because of parents or cg/little relationships that need help together because of Mental health)

I would ask in the Agere Communitys but i know that we both would get kicked out since we like to roleplay (without her or me being in little space). She is my Slave and i am her Mistress where she still calls me Mommy.

She has a bed time rule which is 10 p.m. UK Time (im in germany shes in england) Today she confessed to me she stood up 30 minutes longer and i told her that she will go to bed earlier today..

Things got a little much and she thought she can be a brat and thought suddenly her rules are only for her little self which i explained her before that the rules are even for her big self. We had a discussion about her going to bed and it was 30 minutes passed already when she "started crying" and apologized for being rude i told her that she can stay up until 11 p.m. (now its 11:21 p.m.) and pf course shes not in bed

What am i supposed to do? Am i being to soft? Or do i need to do something different? Im sorry if this is not the right place im trying my best to find a good place to ask this

Im right now at the Restaurant and im sensitive to loud noises this is my Main Account so dont be confused if someone knows me. Anyways it really full and loud here anf i dont have any fidget toys with me since my parents didnt allowed it! Does anyone have any idea how i can calm down myself im freaking out