u/Aggravating-Emu-6782

My husband has been smoking crack several times a week for the last few months. He realizes he has a problem but instead of doing something about it, he continues to use.

He will only be sexual with me when he smokes. If I initiate or ask on a day he’s not high- he wants nothing to do with me. Not only is the drug use taking a toll on our marriage, but I feel unwanted and am struggling with feelings of not being good enough.

When he smokes, he watches porn as well. So I feel like I’m being used for him to get off from being horny from drugs and porn.

I feel like I’m only useful to him when he’s high. otherwise there is barely any intimacy between us.

I can’t believe this is my life.