u/Aggravating-Place521

I feel like no one understands what i truly mean when I say this, and it makes me sound so "spoiled", but if I don't want to do something I won't do it. Even if i supposedly "have to" cause I don't. I don't have to do anything. And it sounds really bratty when I say it but I don't mean it like that because doing things people say I "have" to do gives me physical pain throughout my entire body and its PAINFUL and nobody understands what I mean. Like when I was younger and my parents would "make" me do chores and if I didn't they would take away stuff. And every-time I let them take away literally anything because I would rather sit there than do chores when they said too. And it's like I know I have to do it, but my brain is just like "no you don't"??? It is so hard to explain but I just want to know if anyone else experiences this.

Same thing with when I want to do something. If I actually truly want something or to do something there is NO stopping me from doing it.

I also want to say that I don't have trouble with this when I think the outcome is fair?? Like with school work I'll do it cause I get a grade for it and that can help my overall grade in the class. Or like I'm doing it to provide for myself (like working a job and doing what the job entails). I really have a problem with it when the outcome or "reward" is not pleasing or doesn't seem worth it. Like getting paid unfairly or having to do the same task again the next day and on and on and on with no end (like dishes, taking out the trash etc.) Like I hate doing them and it's not just a "ughh i don't want to" hate, it's like a burning passion of hatred for the task or job that I am "required" to do.

God is all knowing, omnipresent, omnipotent, and has total control over all creations, then why are people supposedly sent to hell for something he created within them (specifically in this case homosexuality). This specifically is directed towards people of christian faith since many seem to think if you are a homosexual you will be sent to hell (as it is stated/ interpreted) in the bible.

Also, it is said that all sins are of equal "value" and one is just as bad as the other, so why do people make homosexuality seem so horrible and an automatic ticket to hell if dishonesty, cheating, complaining, judging, selfishness etc. are "just as bad" in there gods eyes.

Something that I've never really understood is how homosexuality is a sin. SO many religions have the same view that homosexuality is strictly forbidden and you won't have a good afterlife you like the same sex. But why? Why is it so bad? What is the reason that it is wrong, like an actual reason, not just "the bible states" but like morally (explained through your religion) why is love which is so pure (in most cases) viewed as evil?

Ive had plenty of people say it is a sin but they can never give an actual reason that does not include "because they said so" and i personally don't believe it's a sin but why does the bible state it. what is genuinely so wrong about it?

I get that before science was a widely accepted and understood thing people created higher beings to explain phenomenons that at that time were too complex to be fully understood, but now? There has been so much proof of evolution and so much proof of where everything came from that i don't understand how you could give all the credit to god. The concept of evolution is so complex yet so simple to understand in my mind.

How we all came from single cell prokaryotic cells which adapted to the environment and eventually formed into larger multicellular organisms just makes so much more sense than god placing millions of different species on earth!

How do you explain that god created all these different species and all these different adaptations to help them survive??? In simpler terms, you genuinely think god created polar bears for snow and brown bears for forests and placed them individually in there better suited environments with perfect adaptations and biological processes?