u/Aggravating_Ad4119

So I (22M) have recently graduated from one of the top colleges in India (one of the IIT if you may know) without a job (which is seen as a great L in India). I have no skills and I keep struggling with consistency to learn skills and keep procrastinating everyday. Can’t face society my social anxiety is at peak right now. I am even anxious to post this.

All my friends are working and enjoying their life I am just doomscrolling whole day and just don’t know the purpose of life. Have isolated myself from my family and friends. Some reels give me boost by still the consistency can’t be achieved. I even stopped applying for jobs.

But now I decided to take help and tried reaching out to you guys.

So please suggest me a book so that I could pull myself out of this situation. I have been a topper in academics in my locality my whole life achievements have somehow became my identity it feels like I want to achieve something to regain my identity. I also need to change this I couldn’t live my life with this.

I am also not a reader this will be my first book, so I also am not a great reader.

Thank you for reading till now any advice you guys want to add for me would be greatly appreciated.