u/Aggressive-Spite3279

okay i’m genuinely at a loss, i woke this morning delivery date was today (may 21st) and i go to check it 2 hours later and now it’s may 22nd and still out for delivery? is this just some weird error on their end. i’m so confused. i keep trying to sign for the package digitally too and it doesn’t seem like it’s working. i need to know what day it’s actually coming because i have to sign for this package. let me know if yall can think of anything

i’m 19 and i got diagnosed with mild ocd about two months ago. it took me a few weeks to process it but now it makes so much sense. i’ve been in and out of therapy inconsistently since starting my new job so i haven’t really had time to start on any coping skills and google doesn’t give me good answers.

i’m currently spiraling because ive convinced myself im going to get fired from my job. i’m not 100% sure where this idea came from, i was perfectly confident for the first month or so i worked here but i made a mistake and ive convinced myself that im doing a horrible job. i’m a waitress at a small local business, for context. and ive never been a waitress before this, so i doubt myself on everything.

i think ive triggered it even more because im stressed about money right now as i am planing a vacation to go see my partner who lives many states away.

does anyone have any advice on how to get out of this spiral? i’ve tried reminding myself that it’s just ocd and ive done nothing horribly wrong, just little mistakes that everyone makes sometimes. i’m not really sure what to do since my diagnosis is so new and i haven’t learned any skills specific to ocd.