i think im an internet creep, i developed a crush on a guy i saw on reels lol
hi everyone!! i'm a 21F from latin america, and i developed a crush on a guy from the U.S. that i found on instagram reels ☹️ yes, this is silly, but he did a video of a videogame that i like too, so i went to his profile and i thought that he was genuienly cute and interesting. we have many things in common, such as liking some videogames, similar in humor, taste in music and also we both play guitar! he also makes music, so i've been replying to his stories with casual questions or just being friendly… he is always kind and nice, but i feel like maybe he is just answering and doesnt really care talking to me, probably he thinks i'm just a fan (and that's okay) last time i talked to him we were just joking a little but then i replied (with a normal message, not asking anything) and he just left me on seen…so i felt kinda dumb.
the problem is that i feel like this is pretty childish of me… why i suddenly like a cute guy who is faaar away from me? i dont know… he's pretty nice and funny. i like his style… and i want to know him more… i want to know many things and maybe try to first being friends? but i feel like maybe its too obvious i'm interested? i'm incredibly shy with this type of stuff and since he left me on seen i think he doesn't really care about just talking and naturally being friends? i think i overthink a lot.
i don't know what should i do :( do you think its even worth trying, or should i just let this be a silly internet crush? 🥲🥲 anyways, thanks for reading this much. i would be very grateful if someone help me, i dont really know what would a guy do if he suddenly get a girl in his dms trying to get to know you.