u/Agreeable_Solid3022

Hi all. I’ve been going through a lot lately and just needed to get this out somewhere.

I applied to a few master’s programs and got into more than one, which should feel like a win. One offer came with full funding in another country, the other was partial funding closer to home. I accepted the first one because I was pressured by a deadline, and the second one only just came through, which honestly made everything worse.

Now I’m stuck. Something happened recently with a family member that makes leaving feel wrong. Like genuinely wrong. The guilt is eating me alive. But I already committed. And I don’t know how to undo any of this or if I even should.

I’m not looking for anyone to tell me what the “right” choice is. I just feel completely paralyzed, like every option has a cost I’m not sure I can pay. Scared, confused, and honestly just not okay right now.

Needed to say it out loud somewhere. Thanks for reading.

Does working as an Ra in qu full time require it to be on your ministry of labor portal? Please reply if you know.

I’m a teacher and one of my students had a full tonic seizure while doing the final exam :(, exam was pretty medium level, idk if the exam stressed them or what, also I was one hour and half late to the class due to some timing misunderstanding, i really hope i wasn’t a cause because it really looked so painful and so sudden