Flying after 8 years — suddenly terrified, especially because it’s PIA + a 17-year-old Boeing 777
Hey everyone. I’ve suddenly developed a pretty intense fear of flying and I honestly don’t know why it hit me this hard.
What’s weird is that I used to fly quite a lot when I was younger and never really cared about it. But now I’m flying again after around 8 years, and all of a sudden the idea of getting on a plane feels terrifying.
I’m flying on PIA , most likely on a Boeing 777-300ER, and I think PIA’s reputation is making my fear MUCH worse. Growing up, I mostly heard negative things about PIA — delays, old aircraft, bad management, the 2020 crash, pilot scandal, etc. So hearing “PIA” instantly makes my brain uncomfortable even before thinking about flying itself.
I’ve gone down a huge rabbit hole researching:
- PIA crashes
- Boeing incidents
- airline safety statistics
- aircraft age
- 777 crash history
- aviation accidents in general
Logically, I KNOW aviation is extremely safe. I’ve seen the stats:
- tens of millions of flights every year
- only a tiny number of fatal crashes
- Boeing 777s being considered one of the safest long-haul aircraft ever made
But emotionally it still feels horrible.
One thing stressing me out is that the aircraft operating my flight appears to be around 17 years old. I understand aircraft age isn’t the same as car age and that maintenance matters much more, but my anxious brain keeps translating “17 years old” into “unsafe.”
I also keep thinking about the entire airport/flight process:
- arriving hours early
- waiting at the gate
- sitting in the aircraft before takeoff
- taxiing slowly
- hearing the engines spool up
- realizing I’m about to spend 5 hours at 35,000 feet with no control
And then I start imagining worst-case scenarios even though I KNOW they’re incredibly rare.
What’s frustrating is that part of me fully understands the logic and statistics behind aviation safety, but another part of me still feels intense dread and discomfort.
Has anyone else experienced this kind of fear after years of not flying? And for people familiar with PIA or the Boeing 777 — realistically, how safe would you consider my situation?