u/Air4Fish

I basically had so much work to do like my friends, and while my friends were stressing my body genuinely felt nothing. I was just calm and my usual self.

Well today, I had a presentation to a big group of people, then I totally forgot my belongings (my wallet with literally everything in it) in the area and it's almost impossible to retrieve it.

as soon as I got home I was bawling.

Basically, I don't know how to regulate myself, like I can't feel it. Then I burnout and crash for 3 months. This cycle constantly happens to me EVERY YEAR

I couldn't get this off my mind for the past few days. My friends and I are swamped with projects and such, and they're all very stressed, but I don't feel particularly much. I'm not slacking, (I would like to think so) and on top of all that I have a medical emergency in my family, and I keep on signing up for more and more projects, part-time etc. because it doesn't feel enough (I want a scholarship).

I feel like I should feel burnt out but I just don't feel it. Of course, I feel stressed, but I take things one at a time.

Maybe I'm regulating my emotions well? But I'm scared that I'll just crash one day and not be able to cope with everything anymore.

Thanks for reading