Did I completely embarrass myself in front of my dorm crush or am I overthinking this?
So I’m staying at a different uni temporarily for about 2 months to focus on research work, and I only have around a month left. There’s this guy in my dorm that I started finding really cute a few weeks ago, and I genuinely cannot tell if I’ve been subtly flirting or fully humiliating myself.
We’ve had constant eye contact for weeks now. Like every time we pass each other, we notice each other. He also tends to walk really close to me or kind of position himself near me, and I honestly got the feeling he found me attractive too. ( we have never spoken)
The issue is that I think I’ve made it VERY obvious that I like him.
Recently at dinner, I sat kind of behind him (not directly, but like two tables away facing his back), and I think his friends noticed. At one point he literally turned around to look at me and were smiling/laughing, and I immediately felt like I looked insane. ( i might have done this 2-3 times)
Then later that night I went walking on the track after dinner (which I usually do), and he and his friends were there too. I’m pretty sure one of his friends saw me first and nudged him to look at me and they were both smiling/laughing i think it looked like i went there for him (which i did). Then later while I was on a call, his friend and him were walking by and his friend noticed me and nudged him, both of them walked right in front of me
A couple days later I went to eat before him so i sat first, when him and his friends came in they sit a few tables ahead of me and he was facing me.
At this point I feel like:
He knows I like him.
His friends know I like him.
I may have accidentally become a running joke in this friend group 😭
The confusing part is that he still hasn’t actually started a conversation with me. I feel like I’ve already given enough signals and the ball is in his court now.
But I also only have a few weeks left here, so part of me is wondering if I should just suck it up and talk to him first. Another part of me thinks it would be mortifying because I already feel too obvious. I don't want to make the first move while being the girl his friends and him think why won't she stop stalking him.
Am I overthinking this? Would it be embarrassing if I just started a casual conversation with him at this point?
