u/Alarmed-Asparagus766

I’ve been using opioids for 2 years everyday at this point. I’m unsure where to post questions or concerns about this topic. The last 2 months is when I’ve become impacted. Prior to the last 2 months I was able to have a BM every week or twice a week. The BMs would be type 1 (Bristol stool chart) which to me I’m fine with because I was going with rarely any help. I mean help as in stool softeners which I would take every 6-8 BMs. My intestines were not paralyzed at this point.

Fast forward were within the last 2 months. The beginning of the last 2 months I went 13or15 days without a BM I was using laxatives like senna and stool softeners. I tried the fleet glycerin suppositories. None of them worked I did have to use a fleet saline enema.

Since then I would go with help every 7-12 days. I am now on day 12 of not going. I have used milk of magnesia, senna, stool softeners, I’ve used all of them for the last 4or5 days. I’m getting so desperate I’m going to have to use a saline enema. I do not want to but I have to because I believe im impacted. I feel like any normal person would agree I’m impacted.

Saline enemas give me so much fear and anxiety because the only time I did it. I was in so much pain and discomfort and just felt all around gross and sick. Pain and discomfort is me completely minimizing the situation at hand. It was traumatic a situation and what came out of me was awful. The feelings and things I felt that day are indescribable. I’m not trying to fear monger but if this is your last resort before surgery please do it. This is just my personal experience with them. I would rather pull/ break up my BM coming out of my rectum compared to an enema.

Anyway, is there any advice this subreddit has for opioid constipation or other subreddits that would have the advice/help im looking for?

Edit: this is just me adding because I forgot to add a few things. During this last period of no BM I have passed gas and I do have like bubble guts? I can feel things moving around in my intensities is what I’m trying to explain. Also I’m only 20 sadly. Please help I’m terrified and don’t want to die.

Slight back story I’ve caught my partner watching porn twice. With my two eyes, walked in on it. When I’ve gone into screen time for those two times I’ve caught them there was no websites in their screen time.

My issue is I’ve “caught” them watching it through screen time now. Websites have magically appeared since they’ve “quit.” I’m unsure to believe they’re saying it’s a bug/glitch but it doesn’t make sense to me. I’ve proved many lies of theirs surrounding porn. I just want advice on if screen time has “bugged” and added porn websites to peoples screen time that they haven’t visited in days/weeks/months.

I don’t know I’m lost and hurt and feel cheated on. I don’t want to believe what screen time is telling me. Even though I’ve seen them watching it before. Just let me know if this is a bug or if I’m being lied to please.

Every time I caught them I’ve caught them based on my intuition. Every time I’ve had a feeling they were doing something and I was correct and it is the same feeling I felt when I walked in.