u/AlarmedAsparagus7367

I need you so bad and I miss you so much. Please just pet my head...or insult me. I want it all until my head tells me you're horrible.

God how I supposed to go on

OH MY GOD FUCK

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every sign of life from your end

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is a fucking heartbeat

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to my soul

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I've been dead for ages

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god what do I DOOOO

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I DONT WANT TO SCARE YOU AWAY

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I FEEL SO WEIRD AND CREEPY

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IM LITERALLY JUST YOUR EX

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IM SO HEREEEE ILL DO ANYTHING

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HOW CAN YOU HANDLE YOURSELF SO WELL

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I CANT, THIS ISNT FAIR UGHHHH

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how can you survive without me

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this hurts so much

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I've tried so hard

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i cant

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I'm loyal

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please just notice me

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i feel like I'm 15 all over again

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NOTICE ME

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LOVE ME

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god it never changes

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please don't leavvveeee

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I have a huge crush all over again

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Fuck, I don't even know what to do at this point. Every direction I've turned towards this year, there's been someone there to distract me/ fill the void of the biggest generational fumble. I seriously hold such a deep creepy obsession with you and it's reaching a point where I find it difficult to exist around you. Sometimes, I'm not even there at all. I can't deny and say there isn't a problem with me too when it comes to the romance I've dodged for years now. I am not the person these people think I am. They crave a side of me constructed for you: I belong to that. I don't know how long I'm going to give these dolls a chance. It starts off like every song related to obsession does, bodies falling at this point—you need to stop playing with me.

To see you again, someday.

I am a fragile devil now bound to this memory.

Did you truly handle me with care?

Have you moved on from me?

Did you truly respect me?

I wonder if you miss me...

If you'd act like nothing happened between us.

I would do the same.

Everyone does that.

and no one talks it out.

We could talk it out.