u/AllHailTheApple

So I was just checking if a fanfic I'm reading had updated and after seeing that it had I wanted to get the new chapter.

I try to update the epub but i get an error saying it's not a valid story URL. I updated this fic before without problem so idk why it isn't working now. I didnt change anything so I really have no idea why it isnt working.

I dint want to simply delete it and download it again sinse I would lose the annotations I've made so far.

I was trying to back up my annotations for a fanfic I am reading and calibre didn't generate a file with them. I disconnected the device and the annotations for that book were gone.

I have the device backups from before (made with kobo utilities) and thought that maybe the annotations could be saved there.

Is there anything I can do?

Im new to ereading and i use storygraph to track how much i read a day. The books i have on my device are in kepub format and that doesnt show the real page number and this makes it hard to track.

Is there any way to see the page number as if it was the print version (i had this when they were epub but kepub doent show it that way)?

I started therapy a little over a year ago. She's specialised in trans people and she knew I am trans before we even met. I wrote a long ass document talking about my experience and what might have been signs.

Problem is: I don't see any progress at all. Idk how to open up. She tells me she doesn't want to force me but I told her I need her to give me a direction on what to talk about.

The reason I'm there is not because I want therapy (yes that would be good for me and I'll start seeing a psychologist soon). I'm just getting more and more desperate. I need to start T. I'm not living my life. I am putting everything in pause until I do because I can't see myself without it and I KNOW other people don't see me either.

Masters. Work. Even friendships. I'm avoiding starting all these until I feel ready and I won't be ready until I see myself.

Idk how to bring it up and I'm scared she will think I shouldn't get T.

How do I even start opening up to her? How do I start talking about something so personal with someone whose eyes are fixed on me?

(I was also told to think of a name for my parents and doctors to use and I'm a bit lost there too cuz I kinda don't like my country's names)