u/AlloRose

I’ve been questioning my gender for a couple months now, I was born male, I feel like I’m trapped in a shell, inside that shell is a more confident, true version of myself one I want to be. I look at trans women and feel a deep jealous within myself, “oh if only I could look like that”, idk what’s stopping me tho, I hate being male, I wanna be feminine and pretty, I want to stand in confidence. I feel afraid of it tho, I’m afraid of what HRT will do to me, what will change, I’m worried of society, will I be safe, I don’t wanna look unnatural, I feel such a deep connection with trans people, I don’t know where to start, it feels like a beautiful women is trying to claw their way out of this shell, but they just can’t.

I don’t know what I should do I wanna stay true to my feelings. Idk if this is relatable but it’s all a bit overwhelming, I’m basically changing a majority of myself to finally align with my feelings but it’s so much. I’m also scared of HRT effecting my already present anxiety disorder

There just so many factors I don’t know where to start

You are all so beautiful, I’m tired of conforming to society’s expectations. I wanna be female

I’ve created this challenge, I highly recommend trying it out I will be soon.

NOTE: THIS IS A CUSTOM GAMEMODE
SO ITS MEANT FOR PLAYERS WHO WOULD FIND IT FUN, not everything on the internet is made for just you so if you don’t like the challenge then it not for you, not need to be overly hateful about it
Anyways

This is a fun concept if you like stranded or base Skyblock

Hibernation Challenge
By me AlloRose

The basic concept is starting out you goal is preparing for your eternal hibernation

Start 5 irl days before the spooky festival no more then

You are meant to gather as much resources as possible (like a bear) preparing for your hibernation

Once the spooky festival has begun that begins your preparation phase where essentially you are make sure you got everything you need and making some last minute adjustments for the final phase

It’s time for your hibernation

You must return with everything back to your island never to return to civilization

You now must make the most out of what you have acquired over the past couple of days

Build, survive, progress as much as possible

Now for the more specific rules

1. Hibernation starts once the season of Jerry starts, and once it starts you must stop what you are doing and return to your island and after you cannot go anywhere except your garden when you unlock it

2. AH is not banned during prep days but after in one way or another stuff like it is banned

3. NO visiting other players islands others can visit your island but you can’t trade with them once hibernation has started

Your goal is to see just how fair you can get with what you’ve gathered in that amount of time

Don’t simply just build a wall around yourself have fun with it see how much you can build

Hoard as much as possible

I hope someone will try it out :D

I’m transfem I’m trying to figure out how I wanna go about my transition, it’s complicated for me because I’m terrified of HRT, I don’t know how to describe my fear but it just scares me. What are my other options for transitioning and hopefully passing as fem.

Im currently identifying as Non binary but im not happy with it, being masc makes me feel uncomfortable, I’m not sure what to do with this thought, I keep thinking I’m being too silly for thinking this but I feel I’d be much happier as trans idk what to do