I am so upset
Antis are so unhinged ngl
Tell me why I am getting called a pedophile all because I said, "yeah, I enjoy adult x minor yumeshipping. Where I ship myself with adults characters, aging myself down to be a minor."
Like actually I am a victim of CSA, yumeshipping with adult characters has helped me cope with the trauma that was done on to me
The "therapy" I so desperately need according to this anti is funny. Considering my therapist knows I do this & doesn't care.
Like part of therapy for CSA victims is writing out our trauma & reading it out loud to our therapist & family. So like writing or reading is a completely valid & healthy cope.
Anyways I think I was just upset at being called a pedophile because, I have spent my whole life scared I would end up like my father. Then becoming a mom, has made me realize I could never be him cause how could anyone think of hurting a little kid.
So I am very aware I am not one. But doesn't stop it from triggering me when hearing myself be referred to as one.