My ex wants us to be friends while he finds my replacement
Lil update from my last post about me being worried he died , he is alive and off the hard drugs . I visited him a day after my post and told him that I was here for him even though my family don’t want us together . I still want him back so I thought I made it clear I was still chasing him . I got kicked out my house for being in contact with him and lying about it , I spent most of the day with him and lied about it and graciously he let me in .The only thing is he told me he was talking to someone this whole week I was chasing after him and he’s grown attached to them . So much so he felt obligated to her and was scared of hurting her feelings . This hurt my feelings but given the circumstances I deserve this . I feel betrayed but I’d imagine he felt the same when I set him up . So pretty much I’m homeless , unloved ,and been replaced I think he’s just waiting until I go to the mental hospital to continue his life without me and If he selfish to take that from him