insecure
i used to be a top student in high school. now i am not. and ive become such an insecure person. in college, there are like 50 other more prettier girls than me who get acknowledged way more. and idk im not living a life upto my expectations. idk how to but i really wanna stop being jealous of other women and i really wanna become secure in myself. but the momment i enter college and see other girls my confidence lowers. idk how to deal w this. its been one year and now it is affecting my relationship a lot.