u/Altgirlavaa

Highest I’m paying is 150!

I weigh 120 lbs and I’m 5’6 and I wanna weigh 115 before and event no big deal if I I can’t lose it by then tho just curious
(Also if anyone has an estimate of how long it would take for me to lose 10-5 lbs that would be cool!)

I’m scared of death because I feel like there will be nothing after
And in some ways that might be ok
But I hate thinking I might never see my family again because where will they go? If it’s just how it was before birth I will never know my past connections again and same thing for reincarnation
I also don’t believe that there is a heaven either
It also makes me feel like “what’s the point in all this if we are gonna die anyway”
I’m also scared of birthdays and getting old because it’s basically just a countdown to getting closer to ur death date
It’s making me not be able to sleep at night, space out during convos/gatherings/ and people will ask what’s wrong and I can’t talk about it because it’s such a odd topic for most.