u/Altruistic_Weird_864

Also want advice or opinions on clothing, hair, and cosmetics!! Im planning to move next year to ATL. Looks are huge there (think very baddie aesthetic). I want any tips, tricks, feedback on what I can do to have a very marketable and appealing look. The jobs I wanna go for are things like commercial modeling, bottle girl, bartender, social media, etc. Also would love to specifically know what brow shape would suit my face, ,what hair color/hairstyle would look best on me, and the best glasses frames for my face shape. I already know when I get the money to do so I want a nose job to fix the asymmetry in my nostrils, very slight lip filler, and a breast augmentation because I lost a significant amount of weight very quickly and it also made me lose my boobs lmao. My skin is def a work in progress but Ive starting working with a dermatologist on it and my doctor as its def largely hormonal.

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i just turned 22 and i have $0 to my name living with my parents. I was in a bad car crash last october and my car was totaled. i live in the midwest and getting around without a car is damn near impossible. Being able to get around independently was the only thing holding me above water when it came to working because my options weren’t limited when i eventually burn out and quit. Now i’m having to work two minimum wage jobs to try and get enough money for a car and i just can’t do it. People dismiss it because they’re like “work is hard no one likes it” but everyday *not existing* is in the back of my mind. i can tell my parents are starting to get sick of supporting me because im at an age i’m supposed to be supporting myself. I got diagnosed a year and a half ago. I just cant handle this life, i can’t do it. When i work fulltime i genuinely start having anxiety attacks in the morning, before i quit my last job there would be times i would do the full 30 min drive and i would end up driving right past and going to a park or something because I would just freeze up i couldn’t do it. all my immediate family is moving out of the country so ill really be all alone. Im embarrassed and ashamed and feel like im a burden on everyone because I am. I just don’t want to be here anymore, i dont think i can handle this