I just need help to pay for my little sisters prom ticket times are kind of rough right now and I just need it really bad before the deadline any amount will help and I will be 100% sure to return the favor!
she cheated on me since we dated with her ex I found messages and she lied to me all the time about what she was doing and we even broke up when I accused her, and I found out the truth and she apologized then blamed it on her not being able to leave because of abuse from him but I know shes lying.
I found a message of her calling me ugly to multiple of her friends and it really hurt me, I'm such a insecure person I always look down I don't love myself at all and I hate taking pictures, she told me she said it just to say it and didnt mean it but I don't believe it at all.
I've never been complimented by other people, people have always whispered things about how I looked or my nose and it stuck with me for years, I even tried to change my appearance when I was younger, I know im not bad looking but if everyone is saying that about me it just hurts.
I'm 22M turned that age 3 days ago, and I don't think anyone will find me attractive at all and it hurts so bad, I feel like if i leave her i wont find anyone and I feel stuck is there anyone who feels this way too? I'm not looking for validation I'm just looking to see if anyone has ever felt this way before.