Should I break no contact?
I'm hurting so much
We've been almost one month into no contact. I dont have socials, so that helps a bit. However I've been hurting every single day. I cry a lot. I still do stuff, but with much less enthusiasm. I'm working on my thesis and also I've become aware of my own psychological wounds and I'm trying to get better. Should I send this?
You hurt me deeply when you said I was egocentric and insensitive for expressing what I was feeling. Even more so when you called my feelings "my bullshit" after Braga. You hurt me when you continued talking to your ex, and even more so when you praised and defended him. You hurt me when you said I wasn't a man, after also telling me that it was with me that you felt most like a woman. You hurt me when you didn't give me a birthday present, and even more so when you told me you only gave presents to people you liked, that time I picked you up in Lisbon. I told you I was afraid to show who I am because people tend to leave. That's why it hurt so much to hear you say you didn't feel loved by me—and even more to hear "I think you like me too much." I don't think you ever understood how much some of those things stayed with me. All I wanted was to make you happy, and it pains me greatly that things between us ended this way.