u/Andrwe_Ryen

I'm taking a very small dose 0.3-0.4mg/kg. I don't want to go up because I'm afraid of dissociation (i have tried it before). I'm taking it as IM. While on it, i don't feel, anesthetic, i can still move my body and even walk, but i will feel a bit drunk. Is this ok? Should I feel completely anesthetic in order to have effects? I think i can go up to 0.5-0.6 but no more.

When people say they only felt the effect after session 8, does that mean, the effect will happen suddenly on session 8? Or it builds up slowly? This is my third session and i don't feel anything at all. I'm depressed and anxious just the way I am.

I'm taking a very small dose 0.3-0.4mg/kg. I don't want to go up because I'm afraid of dissociation (i have tried it before). I'm taking it as IM. While on it, i don't feel, anesthetic, i can still move my body and even walk, but i will feel a bit drunk. Is this ok? Should I feel completely anesthetic in order to have effects? I think i can go up to 0.5-0.6 but no more.

When people say they only felt the effect after session 8, does that mean, the effect will happen suddenly on session 8? Or it builds up slowly? This is my third session and i don't feel anything at all. I'm depressed and anxious just the way I am.

How do you guys date? I've never been into dating and i was living abroad for 2 years so it was very easy comparing to here even though i didn't follow it a lot.

The mentality here is so strange to go with, and I'm the kind of guy that cannot handle to only flirt with a woman to get her to like me and then make her feel attached to me and then have fun, as 90% of the guys of my age do.

Also, i just don't meet any interesting girls in all my circles. But you know, after all, you need to date someone, right?

I feel very weird to this country, i don't know if it was me or the place is really bad and complicated.

So, give me some ideas. What do you guy do to date? Where do you go? You do it online or in reality... Let's chat about it.

When you say the dose must be sub perceptual. Do you mean, you don't want to feel any effect in your brain at all? Or you mean that you don't want to feel any big important effect? Because when I take a small dose like 0.025g i still feel a light buzz in my brain but without any distortion in vision or anything similar to tripping. I just feel very light buzz in my brain. Is this sub perceptual?

Second question: is it necessary for the microdosing to work to be sub perceptual?

Is there a difference in the experience and the feeling between consuming fresh vs dry?

I'm trying to point exactly to my root problem. I feel depressed yes, but the main symptoms are me being completely drained to even talk to someone or laugh, I'm dragging myself to work, I feel exhausted and my brain is not functioning and I'm very very emotionally sensitive.

In this specific case, post ssri withdrawal, do you recommend ketamine? Do you think it might help my brain to make me heal faster? Do you have any similar experiences?

Any thought would be appreciated. Thank you.

How hard is it to grow "weza" without Martha tent comparing to other strains?