u/Ange_lina1

I am a second year medical student, i failed last year and i had to take it again, it was hard really especially that i didnt get support from my family, i hated my self and started doubting that i would be a good doctor, i am thinking of quiting, i loved medicine andit wasmy childhood dream but i feel now i am loosing it, i forgot how to study, i got now more bad marks, self hatred, depression and i got panic attack on the bus, is it me or am i over reacting?

So it all started when i decided to rewatch the Ironman movies, Ironman 1, she was playing it cool and said it was normal and not "that" good, but then she started watching every movie i play on TV and ask question and even make theories or predictions, she became a fan, i remember when Thanos stabbed Tony she yelled "that don of a b- ..." and now she is telling me she wants to rewatch but i have exams 🙂👍