u/AngelM006

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I’m still young and don’t have a steady source of income, so whenever I get the chance, I buy a candle or some incense for my altar to Lucifer.

But lately, I’ve been taking candles and other things my family has lying around.

For example, sometimes my mom buys scented candles and only lights them once before leaving them lying around, so I take them and place them on my altar while I study or draw.

Should I stop doing this?

Or can I keep doing it, but follow some kind of ritual first?

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I’m still young and don’t have a steady source of income, so whenever I get the chance, I buy a candle or some incense for my altar to Lucifer.

But lately, I’ve been taking candles and other things my family has lying around.

For example, sometimes my mom buys scented candles and only lights them once before leaving them lying around, so I take them and place them on my altar while I study or draw.

Should I stop doing this?

Or can I keep doing it, but follow some kind of ritual first?

Well, the title pretty much says it all, but yeah...

I’d been dating this super sweet and affectionate guy for a while—we met on Instagram, and we lived in the same area, so we were even planning to meet up one of these days!

But this afternoon he messaged me asking if I shipped Sebaciel (SebastianxCiel from Kuroshitsuji). I told him yes, and he practically threw a Bible at me, saying he thought the ship was disgusting and that the people who shipped them were gross, that I shouldn’t talk to him again, and that he didn’t want any contact with me.

I begged him (yes, I’m that kind of person); I told him I could change and that if he came back, I’d give up all those kinds of ships and stuff, because I really believe we had something good and that it was worth it.

But now that I’ve had time to cool off, I’m wondering if it was the right decision. He said he’d think about it, asked me to give him some space, and I agreed—but what if he comes back? Do I really have to give up something I love just to please someone I love?

I don’t know—it just seems sad to me that something so insignificant could bring things to such an abrupt halt…

(Btw, I think “rant” is the right tag <I don't speak English>, so if I'm wrong, please let me know pls!)

How can I talk to Lucifer, and how do I know I’m really talking to him?

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I’ve been feeling a little off these past few days—I’m constantly tired, I see shadows, I hear things, I smell strange odors, and stuff like that (Plus, my family is going through a rough patch.)

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And throughout all this turmoil, I’ve felt an overwhelming urge to talk to Lucifer, and if I can, ask him for guidance so that things start to get better in my life…

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But I’ve seen that there are often spirits or other things that pretend to be deities, and I’m also “afraid” that he might not actually hear me :<

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So how can I contact him? How can I talk to him?

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I have an altar, and when I can, I buy candles for him or light incense; I also give him gifts and poems, but I don’t know how to connect with him directly....

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I’ve been feeling a little off these past few days—I’m constantly tired, I see shadows, I hear things, I smell strange odors, and stuff like that (Plus, my family is going through a rough patch)

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And throughout all this turmoil, I’ve felt an overwhelming urge to talk to Lucifer, and if I can, ask him for guidance so that things start to get better in my life…

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But I’ve seen that there are often spirits or other things that pretend to be deities, and I’m also “afraid” that he might not actually hear me :<

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So how can I contact him? How can I talk to him?

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I have an altar, and when I can, I buy candles for him or light incense; I also give him gifts and poems, but I don’t know how to connect with him directly....