I'm getting my first tattoo from this studio and I'm not sure whether their fine line work is good or if it will turn into a blob in the next year.
The tattoo that I want is a bit detailed and it's also small so,
Can someone tell if this is actually good or not?
What would be a good placement for this tattoo? I am confused between inner arm or forearm.
I'm asian and that means that even since I was born, all the importance and pressure was put on exams and marks and ranking first and so on. Everyone made it seem like marks were the beginning and end of everything, that without them, my life is worth nothing. The pressure got so bad that I even tried to kms.
I somehow moved on from that but the depression still lives waiting to strike at the right time. I'm in college now, medical college, where marks obviously mean a lot to my parents.
I have my exams in 3 days and I haven't picked up a book in months nor do i plan to for these exams. I'm just so done feeling so much pressure that it feels like a matter of life and death over a minor exam. It's an exhausting way to live. To feel like I should just kms if i don't do as good as I'm supposed to. I just want my body to realize that it's ok, that the world is not ending if I go into an exam unprepared.
This exam isn't that important and doesn't really have any consequences and I'll make sure my parents don't find out my marks. But i still feel SO guilty for doing this, like I'm ungrateful to my parents or something. But i just can't live like this.