I started running when I was 18 with the hopes of being able to join the military one day, but I just ended up developing chronic plantar fasciitis. The problem with plantar fasciitis is that it only can be managed and not fully healed. Even ignoring the MEPS problem, I would not be able to handle any military training at this point. And specialists and physical therapists just tell me to stop running and get into cycling or swimming, which obviously isn’t helpful for joining the military. And I had this pain for six years and tried all sorts of treatments, and nothing helped
It’s hard to accept I did too much too soon. Maybe I should have took sports seriously when I was 5 instead of trying to make a last ditch effort at 18. Either way, that screw up is enough to cause major problems I still can’t resolve today. I can’t join the military at this point, and it’s hard to accept I fucked up my body in the process. how was I supposed to know my body just wasn’t meant for this line of work?