Do you guys remember looking at people's faces? Do faces seem blurry in memories?
I'm suspecting that I might be autistic, but I don't know if I know enough about autism to make a self diagnosis.
I've always avoided eye contact for as long as I remember, but I usually don't mind looking people I'm close to in the eyes. One of my teachers have called me out for it before, saying it's "disrespectful" and that "other people won't take it well". I've also been called out for twirling my hair when talking to teachers (because teachers are scary and make me nervous).
I've noticed that I don't remember looking at most people's faces. I remember looking at people's forehead, ears, or neck. But rarely their face. It makes faces blurry in my memories most of the time. But it also doesn't impact my ability to recognize those people.
I think it's because I don't look people in the eye often (I'm a genius, I know). But do you guys experience this as well?