u/AnonymoosePD

I’m also the parent of an autistic child which when I took the test for him because he was too young I noticed there were some stark similarities so I went and got myself tested.

One habit that is always persisted is when I’m very upset or I feel guilt or shame or guilt and shame for missing something that for regular people would be obvious I my whole life I’ve always had certain phrases in the moment that’s stuck in my head and I use it to disassociate my feelings

This week it was “ rowing through the gears“ I had messed something up because I was unfocused and distracted by certain stimulation and I every time I think about it, I get upset and my brain went rowing through gears, and it hasn’t stopped all week and it kind of upsets me that I noticed it. I drive a manual transmission and it just seemed to make me feel better saying that even though I should be facing the problem, but there’s nothing I can do about the problem.

Said it exactly 79 times this week due to stress. I feel like a weirdo

Bring back and update the DodgeM4S, take it off prototype status and throw the hurricane motor in it.

What the F Is going on? Obama settles Iran nuclear deal for low billions and republicans lose their mind. Now Trump is offering over a quarter trillion?

Don’t know why but when I’m upset I repeat phrases that stick in my head