I gave 12th boards twice, its not a big deal.
Look i wont lie that this dont affect your future or something, Yes it does just somewhat , but genuinely its not the only thing so quit messing your mind around this. I know it can be hard i know the hardwork the regret it wont fade that easily but sooner or later you will realise that maybe this exam didnt mattered much.
I gave my boards twice one in 2023 and then in 2024, why, because of the 75% criteria, i got 74% damn,, so yeah i gave improvement in one subject and fall short of 2 marks again for the criteria so i gave improvement next year as well for all subjects and got around 84%. Did it mattered, no, for me atleast the marks of my 10th and 12th dont matter even an ounce maybe because i scored so low, I was a bright student as well till 10th got 98% but yeah life.
Took drop year as well for jee, i didnt gave jee in my normal year cause i was too scared so i only gave jee in drop year, got 90 percentlie did studied but nothing happened so yeah, then i joined a private college, was too guilty and so regret, the fear of being average and everything, did some bad stuff that may get this post banned,, now its been 2 years to that and looking back,, i dont think that this was a significant part of my life, i mean it was bad it happened and thats it its gone, you see life never stops, if one thing didnt worked out sure you can feel bad but move on try something other, i am not saying this to solely motivate you guys i did experienced all this.
AM i happy now, yes. Do i feel regret for not putting the hardwork or my poor result, No not at all cause i feel thats what life had for me and i dont think i would have done all the things that i did now if my result were ok and my life continue as i planned,, its because of this uncertainity the setbacks that shape one characters,, again not motivating you just sharing my experience,, sure, feel bad, but dont man dont even think of doiing stupid i swear like when a year or two will pass and when you look back you will probably laugh that you thought such stupidity for such a stupid thing. Life is short but its endless so keep it up and move, dont stay.