u/Anxious-Skin-9707

General im still learning how to pray

And i wont be going to pasue the video I'll let it play without pausing I just wanna practice recitation correctly

My eyes were truly opened like subhanAllah how many women are falling to hadith rejection even rejecting hijab being mandatory and more like i understand why “The majority of the dwellers of the fire are women" yet still feels idk...

I have sexual desires yet i don't wanna act upon them when it gets to doing the pen@tr@tion part. Anything else im willing IF I MARRY (dont try to text me any of you bozo's i wont anwser) other than that yeah no...and yes also when it gets to pregnancy I dont wanna get pregnant myself ebacsue the thing you need to do to get pregnant 🫩im not attracted to it at all I feel very repulsed by it asqellas the pregnancyand giving birth. even with the vids showing how it can be not painful its disgusting me sorry...

You may say this is something psychological and yea maybe but I've felt like this since I was a kid not wanting to go thought pregnancy at all and giving birth and even doing the..with a men even if he was my crush I couldn't get msyelf to get attracted to that it made me clench my whole body in fear and disgusts.

I wont say who but the things i heard???

Bukhair is a mushrik?,don't want to call themselves a hadith rejector nor quranist but wanna call themselves muslims,ill manarisim ?????

Whats going 🥲