I despise being homeschooled
I despise homeschooling with the passion of a thousand dying suns. Not only do I have two incompetent specimens for parents who complain constantly about C O M U N I C A T I O N😫 yet they are the ones who refused to teach me how and furthermore ignored me when I tried;when I told them hundreds of times that khan academy (ah yes I was also forced to "learn" of khan academy.... exclusively of khan academy, and I mean forced because if I didn't waste my time on it I was threatened to be beaten or kicked out the house) is boring or that I didn't understand what that fecal matter, sad sack of molecules sal khan (aka satan incarnate) explained, or when I told my father LOUD AND CLEAR that I didn't want to go a contest in my "choosen" martial art (I didn't really have a choice) and guess.... what he went behind my back and talked to my coach to go to said contest, or when I told my father to move us the hell out of the failed abortion of a slightly more evolved village that the im forced to live in (and guess what we're still here). Furthermore, the absolute failure of an education they gave me and my brother; when they first took us out of school at age 8 we went on a 8 month tour of Europe which yeah cool and all if you ignore the fact that I was stuck with two emotionally underdeveloped apes who tried (and failed) to teach us a minimum of math and then threaten US because THEY are sorry excuses for educators, then when we returned home and they forced us to use khan academy OH MY GOD DON'T EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THAT, the absolute failure they forced on us is astounding, first off there's the fact they ripped any academic curiosity before it even had a chance to grow, second when they also ripped out any passion for learning cause I freaking loved to learn before their disaster of a failed dictatorship, third when THEY ripped out any godamn positive feeling for learning then THEY have the balls to start moaning about how UNINTERESTED we are or some other crap like that. Then these apes have the balls to start complaining about communication as if I'm supposed to trust them after they literally didn't listen to me, threatened to beat me, kick me out the house or hear them(my father) threatening my brother to force him into a mental institution because he didn't want to talk to his demented ass as if he would have any trust in him....oh right I guess trust comes with threats, or my father threatening me to abandon me on a mountain to make my way back down alone to teach me to be "grateful"... Right grandpa, let's go take our asshole meds, now (fyk, if he ever does go through with it. im calling cps on him, I do not care). Then they complain about our social lives as if we're supposed to be social butterflys when they didn't even try to regularly meet with other homeschooling familys or other familys in general.Then the few that we did meet they expect little kids to maintain long distance friendships. Then they complain about us staying to much on our laptops and phones as if we have anything better to do we live in a slightly bigger VILLAGE where there is literally nothing to do, you don't even live here you exist here. Now I'm a teenager taking the IGCSE exams (which I do not give the slightest f about, one way or the other) and then guess what they still talk to me about taking the A-levels and then going to college as if they didn't erase the last parts of my good will towards education years ago, now they dream of me doing the exact thing they put no effort towards because at 15 they finally came with a tutor who had a minimum of competence (unlike a certain man with a waste of time platform), oh I guess there was that one teacher whose online class we attended who they still use as an excuse for wasting my life with khan academy, which by the way up until 15 was the only teacher we had ,minus sal khan cause he ain't a teacher he's not even an educator. Oh, by the way they expectedme to educate myself at 9 YEARS OLD, yeah they basically expected me to be a genius and figure out my own education until I turned a teenager, of course they don't admit that they claim khan academy was just supposed to be something we 'went' through as if that makes any sense, hey genius if you go through something it doesn't mean you learn it, in case they expect me to know things. So yeah, I have more to say but I'm to tired to write it down basically I despise homeschooling because I just ended up disinterested in education, depressed and stuck in a "town" (actually a piece of purgatory that ripped from the realm and fell down on earth) that I also despise with a passion. and furthermore the absolute lack of taking fucking responsibility for their decisions is pissing me off, they chose this for us they failed us they refused to give us a decent education for most of our homeschooling life and then they blame US for it they say we weren't forced to do anything as if we weren't literally forced to do this, they say we did what we liked but we literally didn't do what we like or wanted. and god forgive they take some godamn accountability for their actions that affect us but nooooo it our fault. actually you know what it is my fault, it's my fault that I didn't have a full blown meltdown anger fight with them. because despite acting like they value communication so much every time I've told them khan academy is a piece of shit, then come all the excuse oh it was supposed to be something you went through, oh it was supposed to build your general culture (despite the fact you can't learn shit of khan academy) or oh but public school kids have it worse, bullshit. I don't even think khan academy is bad I think people just expected it to be something it isn't, what khan academy actually is, an overblown barely competent homework helper.