u/Applequusagony

I'm on Zoloft. I'm 17. I've never taken any psych drugs before this.

First time I tried Zoloft, I promptly stopped after two days because the dose given was too high for me. Fucking muscle spasms, sweating, delirium, confusion, nausea for days. After a break and a (stupid) talk with my psychiatrist I started at a lower dose and I still feel like I got put through a garbage disposal. Headaches, bruxism, dry mouth, nausea. I told my psych too I am still getting checked out by my doctor for circulation issues/possible heart issue (and she gave me meds anyway) and the pain related to THAT has also gotten worse. I'm just in pain and generally feel weird as hell.

I'm preaching to the choir here but should I stop or ride it out? Try something else? Is it just going to be the same every time??? Help me make a decision here please.

I hate the sleep problems, I hate the fucking on and off hot and cold, I hate the headaches, I hate the shoulder and back pain, I hate feeling my heart jump out of my chest, I hate my vision going out, I hate getting winded from doing shit I was completely fine doing last year. Extra hell if you already deal with anxiety. I want my old life back.

Merry May! My name's Molly.

Schizotypal gal who digs books, floriography, silent films, crime, musical theatre, art... Just to name a few! I'm well isolated and alone. It would be nice to have someone around. Even if we have little in common, you come talk to me. I'm about as open minded as they come.

I've no preference for country nor gender. Be polite and treat me like a human being and we will get along just fine. :-)

>!I am fat, hairy, and covered in scars. I am not jerk off fodder. Go kick rocks if that's what you're looking for.!<