u/AppointmentLate9972

I'm sorry for the silly and embarrassing question but I'm feeling really down about myself. I turned 18 last month and I guess it finally hit me that my penis should have grown by now. My voice is pretty high pitched so part of me is hoping I'm a late bloomer but I doubt it. Sorry for the graphic detail but it's the length of a credit card when erect. I know sex isn't everything, truth is I want to find my soulmate. It's the thing I want most in life. And im so terrified I won't be able to make my soulmate feel good if I find her. I just feel so ugly and unlovable. I'm sorry for the weird post. My mental health is going down the drain because of such a silly issue.

I never thought I'd make a post as embarrassing as this but it's really getting me down. The thing I want most in life is to find my soulmate, someone I can marry. But I feel really down because I feel like I'll never find love because of my size. I turned 18 last month and I guess that just made me realise how small it is. Sorry for the graphic detail but when hard it's the size of a credit card length wise. My voice is quite high pitched so part of me hopes I'm just a late bloomer and it will grow more but I doubt it. Sorry I know this is so stupid but I just need advice. Cause I feel so unlovable and ugly.