I don’t know what to do
This is my first post, and honestly, I don’t even know how to start it. I just wish it didn’t have to be about this.
Ever since my parents got divorced, my mom has changed. We used to argue a lot before, but after the divorce, things only got worse. I don’t even remember when it started affecting me so much. I just know that, at some point, I stopped wanting to go home. I stopped wanting to talk to her or even see her.
For her, it’s become completely normal—and it still is—to call me names, tell me to go fuck myself, and say all kinds of hurtful things. There were even times when she said out loud that she regretted giving birth to me. And I honestly had no idea what I was supposed to do.
She can snap at me at any moment, out of nowhere—start yelling, insulting me, humiliating me. And whenever I try to say something back, she doesn’t just refuse to listen. Instead, she turns herself into the victim.
Today, June 30, 2026, she called me and asked what time I finish school. I simply asked, “Why?” In return, I got a stream of insults before she hung up on me. Apparently, I was just supposed to answer her question without asking anything back.
I don’t know what to do anymore. I can barely hold back my tears. I never wanted things to be like this, and I never wanted to fight with her. I just don’t know what I’m supposed to do.